A little more about me...
I'm 30. Geesh, yeah, 30. I've been married 12 years, since I was 18. My husband is the only man I've ever been with, but I always say he got to me before I realized how attracted to women I am . I would never do anything to harm my marriage, it's just awesome for us both to look at women together and we both appreciate the beauty of the female form.
I'm a mom, I have a 10 year old and a 5 year old. Both boys. I won't talk much about them here, this is not the place for that.
I'm a student. I decided about a year ago, I needed to go back to school, to finish something, anything, in my life. So, I'm studying information systems and computer programming. I've not been in long enough to really know for sure that that is where I am heading, I'm still getting the core classes out of the way. I'll know soon enough, though.
I've struggled with body issues my entire life. Last year, around this time, I got a new doctor. She looked at my blood work and my history and said she could fix my metabolic issues. I had been eating right and working out, riding my bike for 8-10 miles a day, and was still gaining weight. She started me on a drug plan, and I've lost almost 70 pounds in the last year. I've plateaud, but I'm okay with where I am at right now. I realize I'm going to have to work to lose the last 20 or so, and I'm okay with that.
I've also struggled with depression, manic and otherwise. I've been on all sorts of medicines and treatments, and for the last 6 months or so, I've been drug free, at least for my psychological issues. I still have a back up of prozac and ativan, but those are for the times when PMS threatens to make me slaughter everyone I come in contact with. I've yet to finish even one 30 pill bottle of either one, in the last 6 moths, so that works.
I have no contact with anyone other than family, and fellow students, outside of the computer. I live in a very small town, in a remote-ish area of Ohio. So, I reach out online. I also sort of wander in and out of those communities, depending on my mental state, and whether or not I am manic at the time. My ultimate goal, simple as it may be, is to find someone somewhat local-ish to go to horror movies and such with me. No one in my life gets my love of zombies and slasher films, so I'm left to go to them alone or wait for them on DVD, and watch them (alone) usually when the husband is at work and the kids are in bed. Woe is me, right. The only complaint I really have is a lack of a horror buddy. I know I got it good, I'm happy, and content, just a smidge lonely at times.
I will be uploading some more photos in the next week or so, once I get my photo software updated on my laptop.
Oh, and my user icon is a photo that was taken by mistake on vacation. I was laying on my tummy, posing for the camera, when my son's kite got away from him, and the string went bouncing by. I jumped up to save it just as the shutter was snapping shut, and wound up having to run all the way down the beach to get it. He was running behind me screaming "my kite, my kite" , which made everyone stop and stare at me and him running down the beach. The photo is sort of a joke between Steve and I, but he chose it as my user photo, for obvious reasons.
I'm 30. Geesh, yeah, 30. I've been married 12 years, since I was 18. My husband is the only man I've ever been with, but I always say he got to me before I realized how attracted to women I am . I would never do anything to harm my marriage, it's just awesome for us both to look at women together and we both appreciate the beauty of the female form.
I'm a mom, I have a 10 year old and a 5 year old. Both boys. I won't talk much about them here, this is not the place for that.
I'm a student. I decided about a year ago, I needed to go back to school, to finish something, anything, in my life. So, I'm studying information systems and computer programming. I've not been in long enough to really know for sure that that is where I am heading, I'm still getting the core classes out of the way. I'll know soon enough, though.
I've struggled with body issues my entire life. Last year, around this time, I got a new doctor. She looked at my blood work and my history and said she could fix my metabolic issues. I had been eating right and working out, riding my bike for 8-10 miles a day, and was still gaining weight. She started me on a drug plan, and I've lost almost 70 pounds in the last year. I've plateaud, but I'm okay with where I am at right now. I realize I'm going to have to work to lose the last 20 or so, and I'm okay with that.
I've also struggled with depression, manic and otherwise. I've been on all sorts of medicines and treatments, and for the last 6 months or so, I've been drug free, at least for my psychological issues. I still have a back up of prozac and ativan, but those are for the times when PMS threatens to make me slaughter everyone I come in contact with. I've yet to finish even one 30 pill bottle of either one, in the last 6 moths, so that works.
I have no contact with anyone other than family, and fellow students, outside of the computer. I live in a very small town, in a remote-ish area of Ohio. So, I reach out online. I also sort of wander in and out of those communities, depending on my mental state, and whether or not I am manic at the time. My ultimate goal, simple as it may be, is to find someone somewhat local-ish to go to horror movies and such with me. No one in my life gets my love of zombies and slasher films, so I'm left to go to them alone or wait for them on DVD, and watch them (alone) usually when the husband is at work and the kids are in bed. Woe is me, right. The only complaint I really have is a lack of a horror buddy. I know I got it good, I'm happy, and content, just a smidge lonely at times.
I will be uploading some more photos in the next week or so, once I get my photo software updated on my laptop.
Oh, and my user icon is a photo that was taken by mistake on vacation. I was laying on my tummy, posing for the camera, when my son's kite got away from him, and the string went bouncing by. I jumped up to save it just as the shutter was snapping shut, and wound up having to run all the way down the beach to get it. He was running behind me screaming "my kite, my kite" , which made everyone stop and stare at me and him running down the beach. The photo is sort of a joke between Steve and I, but he chose it as my user photo, for obvious reasons.
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