Lots and lots and lots of things. I start volunteering at one of the places I am going to be volunteering at today for one thing. Left Bank. Starting at the bread of life mission soon, too.
Suddenly my mom is all "You should move back to Wisconsin". I literally haven't spoken with her in 6 weeks. It's really odd, she is an odd woman. Infuriating, really, but then, who am I to talk? My grandfather (who I love) moved to Eagle River, WI, a while back, (where we own all this land and a resort and a house and stuff) and he's like..really old and falling apart and is one of the only people in my family I fucking MISS a ton, that guy is so hardcore. If he asked me himself to move back and move up there to help him out I would seriously consider it. Him and my little brothers who I already miss a ton+. Those kids are so rad as hell. They're pretty much the only reason I didn't get to self-destructin' a little further along than I did, which, man...
Things I will miss in October in WI
- Oct. 7 LAGQ comes to town again. I dig those. 12 albums and counting.
- Kjolhede Roshi comes to town from New York. I dig those too.
- Halloween - If you don't know, you are missing out
- uhhh I dunno, other things. I think the Dalai Lama comes to Madison when the new temple will be finished. I'd like to see that too.
We can't stop here, yadda yadda, bat country, whatever.
yadda yadda, gabba gabba HEY.
Dude in Peru is all "Hey, shit, Peru, no fucking way" which is good for him, me and other dude discussed driving down there on the contingency that I get a drivers licence and learn to drive and all that.
Y'know, on account of the cactus down there, and the ancient ruins and stuff, which all around is pretty par for the course for us three, as it is.
Mainly I'm just really really fnording bored. I watch too much TV. Just out of boredom I am going to go wholeheartedly into some asceticisms. I am going to quit drinking coffee and stick to tea in the mornings, I am going to redouble my notmeateating efforts, I have already quit smoking cigarettes (again) and I am going to try (harder than it seems) to quit wasting water. I have already gotten back on track with my zazen.
Bat country and all. Sometimes I forget how entirely unlike most people I am. My roommates are really...y'know....normal...it's really weird. I miss the co-op. A lot. That place was chaos+ wrapped in anarchy.
I just don't know anyone in Seattle really and I don't have hardly any money. I watch a lot of TV, sadly. Avatar the last Air Bender is a REALLY COOL show. I wake up in the morning and listen to the arts channel over tea and the new paper. It's not such a bad life. Really hideously normal though. I just don't know what to do with myself. I come to the library and talk to mrkoyen and I email Eric in Flagstaff. It's like being friends with ghosts. I gotta say, I am getting a little more than fucking lonely.
I take long walks in the rain.
Whatever. A billion + odes to the rain.
After the rain stops
the heavens open up and
the air becomes still.
Suddenly my mom is all "You should move back to Wisconsin". I literally haven't spoken with her in 6 weeks. It's really odd, she is an odd woman. Infuriating, really, but then, who am I to talk? My grandfather (who I love) moved to Eagle River, WI, a while back, (where we own all this land and a resort and a house and stuff) and he's like..really old and falling apart and is one of the only people in my family I fucking MISS a ton, that guy is so hardcore. If he asked me himself to move back and move up there to help him out I would seriously consider it. Him and my little brothers who I already miss a ton+. Those kids are so rad as hell. They're pretty much the only reason I didn't get to self-destructin' a little further along than I did, which, man...
Things I will miss in October in WI
- Oct. 7 LAGQ comes to town again. I dig those. 12 albums and counting.
- Kjolhede Roshi comes to town from New York. I dig those too.
- Halloween - If you don't know, you are missing out
- uhhh I dunno, other things. I think the Dalai Lama comes to Madison when the new temple will be finished. I'd like to see that too.
We can't stop here, yadda yadda, bat country, whatever.
yadda yadda, gabba gabba HEY.
Dude in Peru is all "Hey, shit, Peru, no fucking way" which is good for him, me and other dude discussed driving down there on the contingency that I get a drivers licence and learn to drive and all that.
Y'know, on account of the cactus down there, and the ancient ruins and stuff, which all around is pretty par for the course for us three, as it is.
Mainly I'm just really really fnording bored. I watch too much TV. Just out of boredom I am going to go wholeheartedly into some asceticisms. I am going to quit drinking coffee and stick to tea in the mornings, I am going to redouble my notmeateating efforts, I have already quit smoking cigarettes (again) and I am going to try (harder than it seems) to quit wasting water. I have already gotten back on track with my zazen.
Bat country and all. Sometimes I forget how entirely unlike most people I am. My roommates are really...y'know....normal...it's really weird. I miss the co-op. A lot. That place was chaos+ wrapped in anarchy.
I just don't know anyone in Seattle really and I don't have hardly any money. I watch a lot of TV, sadly. Avatar the last Air Bender is a REALLY COOL show. I wake up in the morning and listen to the arts channel over tea and the new paper. It's not such a bad life. Really hideously normal though. I just don't know what to do with myself. I come to the library and talk to mrkoyen and I email Eric in Flagstaff. It's like being friends with ghosts. I gotta say, I am getting a little more than fucking lonely.
I take long walks in the rain.
Whatever. A billion + odes to the rain.
After the rain stops
the heavens open up and
the air becomes still.
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