mohawk_138

The trip to Texas will be a lot more interesting now. My hetro-lifemate Emo will be making the voyage with me. He is the Jay to my Silent Bob. He's been kicking around the idea for the last few days, and finally broke down and said fuck it, he'll come to. Take-off should be around six o'clock Saturday afternoon.

I talked to my ex again...
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All I'm going to disclsoe is that...

1) I'm pretty drunk after a night of bar hopping with my dad.

2) I've got something really stupid planned before I leave.

Stay tuned............

Today has left a little sore spot in my heart. I got together with my ex that I still love for dinner tonight. She's so god damn beautiful. We had a nice meal and conversation, and went our seperate ways. Before we left, I took a picture of us together with my polaroid. It's the only picture I'm going to be bringing with me. When...
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Well, it was definately one hell of a night. The band did great, and we recieved many police visits, that were all thwarted by a quick flash of the permit. We played LOUD AS HELL. I think we've only ever done one show that was louder, and we'd have topped that if we had better equipment. Good time, a handful of good people, and I...
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I had a good night last night. I've got 2 people that want to buy my PC so my funding for my move will now be much better than I thought it would be. I might have to hang up here a couple extra days for them to gather up the funding, but I can tolerate two or three more days here if it means...
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Proof that I'm a total fucking moron and should have my head examined:

I called my ex, (the 4 year relationship one that I cry over all the time, and she won't give me another shot if her life depended on it) and I'm getting together with her for dinner one last time before I leave. Why don't I just turn on the stove, and...
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Well, I've got all my possesions relocated, and had a great day for sales. I've come to a final decision on my move, and it will be Austin, Texas. I got to chat with bluevalentine on the phone a little bit yesterday, and she basically finalized my choice. I can't wait to make the move. The last few days here are going to be lived...
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Update.....

I'm now considering three destinations. Montreal, as previously mentioned, Seattle, and Austin (thanks to a little coaxing. ) I've begun the selling of personal posessions, and things are going well so far. I quit smoking tonight, so by morning I may be dead, but I can't go blowing the cash I'm trying to save on something futile. Tomorrow I'm moving everything I have at...
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Here's the scoop.

I absolutely loathe the area that I'm in. I feel confident that I'll never find what I'm looking for here. I've got NO job, NO girl, NO real responsibilities, and few friends. I'm thinking of moving. FAR away. Montreal is currently my destination of choice. An old Dark Age of Camelot friend was from there, and he said it was a great...
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Yesterday morning before I went to sleep I watched Fight Club yet again. I figured it'd help remind me that hitting bottom can be quite a positive thing. I've been on the bottom for the better part of the last 2 years, but hey, I guess you'll have that. I'd rather be on the bottom for a good part of my life. It makes the...
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Well, finally some good news. I got fired today! How the fuck can that be good news you ask? Beats the fuck out of me, but at least I still have my penis. I can tolerate losing a lot of things, a job, money, a coat, etc, etc, but I couldn't tolerate losing my penis. So as long as I haven't lost it, I guess...
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I haven't updated my journal or checked journals in quite some time. Honestly, if I'm not updating mine, I'm probably not in the mood to read about someone else having a good day, because mine have been fucking horrible over the last week plus.

The girl that I was stood up by, and then talked to, and was supposed to go out with fucked me...
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