I'm Scared y'all, i really am. It does not seem like it yet but it wont be long till the baby is here. As it stands now her/his father is here but with every day he seems to be pulling away. The last thing I want to do is raise our baby alone. I know he will be a great father....if he stays. I'm considering selling my house in Denver and buying something in Austin if things dont work out. Or maybe just renting something for now untill I find out if I have an opportuniuty to have my own store in San Antonio. To be honest I want things to work out. I want our baby to have both parents, but if it dosent work out than I guess for both our sakes i have to be stong and resound so we can make it on our own. I really wish that I knew what was going to happen in the next year.
coriander:
Best of luck to you, and congrats on the baby!
zoos:
Aww, I'm sorry to hear you're going through this right now. I'm experiencing something similar, only it's due to the fact that my husband is in the military. It pretty much blows. So how far along are you? I'm due sometime in October and for all we know the hubby might be deployed again by then. Not only would he be missing the birth of our child but the entire first year of it's life. o0o0o0oh man I really hope things work out for you.