mizzsar

When we know each other better I will tell you of my job. But I will put it up against just about anybody for weirdness, especially tomorrow.

Sleep well.

^^^^^ It's not that WEIRD, it's just not standard.

As for fixing something that you've fucked up badly... You can't force forgiveness, you can't force trust. I think you just have to ask for forgiveness (but don't plead), and give it time. Lot's of it. Yup.