Saturday Jun 10, 2006

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umm, hi. i have my comp back.

this place looks weird. it's too different and now i'm confused.

i'm a knocked up sailor wife now. i'm not too exciting. but i think i am.

and that's a stupid fucking poem about me. how do i change it?
afterbirth:

Uh, look at it for a minute.
I think there's a button that says "edit".
Click on that.

It's pretty exciting to be knocked up, actually.
I've never been a knockee, but I've been a knocker....

Thursday Mar 30, 2006

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i'm gettin my comp back in a few days!!!!!!
finnaalllllyyyyyyy!


now i can get on sg every day! smile
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laughingfire:

Happy Birthday! ooo aaa

beaar:

happy belated birthday.....i ahve been away from home most of the last month or so. but awesome on the computer ARRR!!!

Sunday Feb 26, 2006

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i've been so chaotic and busy lately. really


i moved out of my house and into one that doesn't have the internet, so that's why i'm barely on here...hopefully we'll have it soon!



ps- I GOT FREAKIN MARRIED!!!!!!!
i swear. yesterdaysmile love
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kimi:

oh my god girl ! Congrats

zgrat:

congrats on getting married smile

Sunday Jan 29, 2006

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how do stupid people find me on myspace?!
i don't fucking understand. i am in death metal and tattoo groups... wtf?!
jeez. oh god...umm, yeah i don't fuck redheads. or 20 year olds.

last night i got piss drunk and pee'd in a parking lot in the middle of the night...so no one saw except my roomy.
my tattoo dude...
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kimi:

I would definitly wait if you are not sure about your tattoo artist knowing what he wants to do. Nothing worse than having to get a tattoo fixed later.

kamikaze_kid:

that is the one reason I try not to meet new people off myspace.... I feel so sorry for most the girls on there.... and I don't think of you as a piece of ass if it makes you feel any better..... I bet you have boobies too wink


I decided I wanna meet your kitty.... wanna meet mine? She is really cute and fuzzy and fun.

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Saturday Jan 28, 2006

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i'm starting to remember why i never really liked the internet much.. esp. with myspace. i go on there to find pple like me. ya know, the seattle/industrial/club scenes. talk randomly about tattoos, piercings, anuses....the usual.
but it's always the same stupid thing: getting hit on, people i have absolutely nothing in common with trying to meet me, "hey girl...
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strongmad:

Uh, I came here to see if you wanted to come out with the gang tonight for Hell's Belles. But, uh, nevermind. wink (call me if you're interested)

Why haven't I seen your nipple piercings? That seems wrong.

Chuck Norris has already been to Mars. That's why there are no signs of life there.

beaar:

I want to dye my hair some crazy color, but I am to lazy and I need to find a decent job. But mainly because I am lazy, oh and I don't trust my friends who say "Yeah I know how to do it, after all there are instructions on the box" ARRR!!!

Saturday Jan 21, 2006

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ok kids, THERE IS NOTHING FUCKING PLACEBO-LIKE ABOUT AMBIEN.
i have no fucking clue what went on last night. i keep remembering things as if i had a drunken black out.

i remember coming up with an anal sex contest... umm, writing crazy shit in my last entry (i really CAN spell, i swear)
and i think i called people and yelled at them. i...
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monroe:

Aw I'm glad I helped you feel better!

You're so cute love

merritt:

What are the rules?

Tuesday Jan 17, 2006

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so motherfucking damn nervous for tomorrow. there isnt even a level of nerves i can compare this to... i'm not afraid of pain. i could give a fuck less about any sort of pain. i'm just so fucking nervous. uhhhggghhhh
damnit i want a fucking beer!
beaar:

good luck with that. i will pray to the tattoo gods for ya. ARRR!!!

khadia:

what if i am?! ha! biggrin

now show me the new backpiece yo!

Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

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i am so "down and out" right now. i have had a fucking horrible night.
i got told i wasn't cared about anymore, to leave him alone, andsome more i just dont want to remember. my head hurts now and my eyes are spinning from crying.
then, my roomy drove me out to point no point lighthouse in the fucking rain and cold wind...
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merritt:

Sorry to hear about your ex, and the dog. Coming out with me and 'Mad will be a cure for all that ails ya.

beaar:

mitch and lisa are good friends of mine. and thanks for the good luck but i bailed early, wasn't feeling it. anyways, hope your day gets better. ARRR!!!

Monday Jan 09, 2006

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today i played soccer and got pelted in my right boob. now it hurts.

today at walmart (yippeeskippeee!) i bought:
boxers and wifebeaters . coz i like men's clothing (actually, its because i'm a man.
house of 1000 corpses. i've never seen this movie, but i'm in love with devils rejects, so i figured i'd try it out. plus, its rated...
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merritt:

Do you know any Russians having a party? I'm totally down with that. I liked Devil's Rejects better than corpses, but like you I saw it first.

merritt:

And you should definitely come out with me and StrongMad. The lights aren't exactly on in the attic, if you know what I mean, but aside from being mildly retarded, StrongMad's hecka fun to hang out with.

Sunday Jan 08, 2006

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this is very broad because i am looking for very broad answers:
how do you fix something you've fucked up very badly?
how do you "show" sincerity and that you are trustworthy?
how do you heal old wounds?
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strongmad:

When we know each other better I will tell you of my job. But I will put it up against just about anybody for weirdness, especially tomorrow.

Sleep well. smile

merritt:

^^^^^ It's not that WEIRD, it's just not standard.

As for fixing something that you've fucked up badly... You can't force forgiveness, you can't force trust. I think you just have to ask for forgiveness (but don't plead), and give it time. Lot's of it. Yup.