miyu

Ooh. Shogun might be a fun one to tackle this summer.

'the clamping' sensation that you referred to, for me, extends out way beyond touching. the way people act around me, even if i'm not involved, can really put me out. i guess it would also be similar to when a person is really not getting the hints that their end of the conversation is going on way too long or down a path that is not interesting. hmm.. you got me thinking about this.

napping while the rain falls inches above you, sounds lovely.

Will the Toronto show be solo or group? You must be incredibly excited. I know I would be.

I hope we get to see pictures.

Why not just a hello?

Hello.

Oh man, you and me both. I've been too long without a little of the good stuff.

And yeah, beer, cigarettes and sex does sound pretty good.

Have you thought about the silver streak? I've seen some women do that and it can look pretty cool.

Sweet dreams. My hair is silvering up too. I don't mind it so much. But as you said, if it would just all get on the same page....

I initially felt the same way about the kid who was accused of molesting his cousins. But they made a big point out of the fact that he was only accused, and it was up to us to decide whether he was guilty. That was something else that was bothering me - I don't know if I could live myself if I decided that there wasn't enough evidence to convinct him but it turned out that he had done the crime after all.

As for your entry, thanks it's very interesting! I'm picturing what you've said and it makes some sense to me. As to the limitations of the human body... unfortunately that's what we're stuck with. I used to compose really complex piano pieces in my head, and it would drive me nuts when I couldn't actually play them. We need to be able to work with what we have, to create within our own limitations.

Have you read any St. Thomas Aquinas writings? He talked a good bit about numerical and mathematical significance in biblical writing, based on your last paragraph you might find it interesting (Summa Theologica is his major work.)

And don't worry about the arty mess in your house. Those are good messes - creative droppings, as it were.

Wow! These are the kind of wonderful musings that I will miss most. I love your merging of science and art in the human body, motion and dance.

Thank you for being such a beautiful part of my SG experience.

Yeah it is chilly today. *sigh* At least no snow. *looks up at the sky*

The image of your son mucking about in the mud is delightful. I imagine your mom will be very happy to get the pictures.

I feel a tinge of envy every time you mention dancing. I think I would have been a lot happier if I'd pursued dancing when I was a kid. Oh well. I still enjoy dancing period. I don't do raves anymore since I quit chemicals and everything died here in the city from all the coke floating around.

The pieces sound interesting. Will there be any pictures?

You didn't offend me in the least. Cow was a sad clown.

Glad to hear that the practicing is going well for your performance. I love that feeling that you get when you've been working really hard for a long time on pieces to perform, and the nervous energy stops becoming a problem and starts helping give it a little something extra.

And don't worry too much about having me in the audience. I'm very open minded, and I'm sure you'll be great.

Old school Moby is great - Everything is Wrong is a classic album.

Glad to hear that you had a nice visit. Sorry it's taken me so long to get back to you - it's been a busy week (and weekend!)

And I like your hair! Of course, I'm contemplating cutting all of my mine off too, so I guess I shouldn't talk.

Yes! exactly! I love that feeling when you're so close to someone that you can sit there and be silent knowing the other person would have it no other way at that moment, but you're both perfectly happy. It drives people crazy though, like there's something wrong. Silence equals aggression, or failure to communicate. I wish they could just be comfortable with it instead of saying something for the sake of feeling like they're getting along, or feeling accepted. I've been trained to be a loner though, so I'm pretty comfortable with silence.

that's too funny about someone stealing your flowers! I just read "survivors" and the main character would steal fake flowers to plant in his employers lawn instead of having to take care of real ones. Ah well I hope the gardening was good though. I think it's relaxing, therapeutic.

one of your pics...looks so much like it was taken at the dance studio here at my university!

i'll try sleeping on the couch tonight/today.

I can't give all of myself away!

I've done it before. It's very painful to come back from.

I adore dancing. It's the thing that makes me happiest. I'm not a dancer though. I'd love to live next to a dancer who danced around spontaneously. It would make me feel more alive.

HI Sisu! here I am, long time gone.. well, I agree that been nice it's an attitude which always brings positive, but most people take advantage from that! So, especially in business and work relationships, using some protection is a good idea. Then, you can always see how to play the "harder" role.. I have the same problem, and mostly I get good things from being nice and open: I can't be different! I have had bad experiences from it though, and that helps in understanding people and life..
I'm in Bali now, I'm going to post u some nice pics from our house: it's fantastic! we r working hard, but we have our pleasures to counterbalance.. and soon i'll get some gigs at local best disco-bar!
xxx

really dig those pics!


btw, what type of dancing is it that you do/perform/what not?

awesome sets. i enjoyed taking my time and getting into all of the visuals you setup. It would be difficult to pick my favorites.

YAY for great phone conversations. That reminds me that i need to call my lil' sister. She always heals & renews me. She is much wiser than I.

I just took time to look at your pictures. They are amazing. I love "flicker": fantastic fantasy fuel.