missraae

I'm getting less and less active on here already. It seems to go in cycles. Time to come back me thinks! Had a pretty busy week or so. My boyfriend went home, he lives a three+ hour drive away so it's a bit emotional whenever he goes away. We've been living together, in each other's company almost 24/7 for the last three/four months and all of a sudden, nadda. I have to go cuddle-cold turkey for at least a month. I didn't mind so much at first, thought that my friends would take my mind off of things but they are all being bums and now that I live an hours train journey away from them, it's like they don't want to know. I invited loads of them over the other day for a concert and pizzas. Got a load of food and drink in. No one turned up. Only two people actually let me know before they were supposed to come. I'm not going to lie. I cried lol. Even mum hasn't been home, she's been out working. I've gone from having my family, boyfriend and friends around me and now everyone's disappeared! So yeah, it's been lonely.

That said, mum did have a tarot reading party with her friends which I went to. The reader was... intense. Gave me lots to think about. Apparently someone from my past who I still hold a torch for is coming back. Problem is, the only person that applies to is a jerk and I'm quite happy with my man thankyouverymuch. Whatever, the reading went on and it turns out that this is going to be a test for my current relationship. Oh well, at least it means that I'll see/speak to someone...

Mopey post today, sorry!

Hope you're well xxxx