The trip to Seattle and the two nights thereafter were amazing.
But fuck I am so scared of what will happen if I allow myself to let down my guard. Trust is a dirty five letter word that I like to tiptoe around. I know better than to take words at face value, they tend to vary from true intentions.
Above all I'm just scared, good or bad. I'm fiercely protective of my heart for a reason, but this time it might be worth the risk.
But fuck I am so scared of what will happen if I allow myself to let down my guard. Trust is a dirty five letter word that I like to tiptoe around. I know better than to take words at face value, they tend to vary from true intentions.
Above all I'm just scared, good or bad. I'm fiercely protective of my heart for a reason, but this time it might be worth the risk.
philipdavid:
Good luck Morgan. Sounds like you've been hurt one too many times.