I need someone to lay my head on and use them to hold me up. I need someone to tell me it's going to be fine and hold my hand until I can walk on my own. I don't need sex, I don't need any of that because I don't have it in me.
I just need a lot... Read More
In regards of the last blog,
I have a friend there, and when he calls there's a huge chance that I won't get his phone call because cell phones don't always work there and two days ago was just one of those days I needed to hear his voice. A bit later he called, and all was well.
So.. DC was yesterday. Short version I... Read More
I have never recovered from the Holocaust museum. It made the event so real to me. The only parallel I can think of is the little girl in red from Schindler's List and that really just summoned the emotion for me as opposed to define it. Bit of a ramble here, but your blog taypped a vein for me.
Today wasn't one of my finer points, I pulled into my parking space turned off the radio stared into space for a few minutes and broke down and cried. I pulled my hoodie over my face and fell asleep only to wake up again scared outta my mind because I didn't think I was parked. I went to my bed, and didn't see the light... Read More
October is Domestic Violence Month and there has never been a cause for awareness that has been so personal to me. Nearly three years I lost my sense of pride, self, love everything because I was brainwashed into thinking it was okay for someone to push me around, it was okay if he said he loved me five minutes after.
Domestic Violence is a very... Read More
Wow. Thanks for sharing. Men like that aren't really men at all, and they deserve to die sad and alone. I'm glad to hear you're in a better place now. Stay strong.
"You"
Tonight sucked, I'm so use to talking to you through out the night and tonight was the first night i couldn't . Sorry I fell asleep yesterday while talking to you on IM, again I woke up cellphone in hand trying to remember what happened.
I have to say I'm not sleeping well and it's starting to show. I dont want to be stressed... Read More