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shocked
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estrada:
That city asked for it.
estrada:
Feel free, I can always make more!
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after a few edits..

I'm just...


I need someone to lay my head on and use them to hold me up. I need someone to tell me it's going to be fine and hold my hand until I can walk on my own. I don't need sex, I don't need any of that because I don't have it in me.
I just need a lot...
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princesst:
Awww. I am sorry. Here is a hug from me to you!
tadkil:
It will be fine.
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In regards of the last blog,
I have a friend there, and when he calls there's a huge chance that I won't get his phone call because cell phones don't always work there and two days ago was just one of those days I needed to hear his voice. A bit later he called, and all was well.

So.. DC was yesterday. Short version I...
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tadkil:
I have never recovered from the Holocaust museum. It made the event so real to me. The only parallel I can think of is the little girl in red from Schindler's List and that really just summoned the emotion for me as opposed to define it. Bit of a ramble here, but your blog taypped a vein for me.
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violently:
you're so pretty dude. i love your hair that color.

sorry your head hurts frown migraines are the worst!
gunch:
I told you I would be happy to have lunch with you, but you never answer your texts/IMs anymore. frown
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Curse you Starbucks! Curse you for your extra coffee caramel Frapp. Thanks for keeping up during my drive but damn it I need to sleep before work.


I've dyed my hair, pictures won't do it justice because it's too dark but it's burgundy now. Score!

4 days until my day off, 5 days until DC and the all sort of drunken stupidity that should follow.
kiss
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violently:
omg starbucks, i love their caramel frappe. oh man.

i wanna see your hair!
fadetoblack:
are you going to bring back sanity or to keep fear alive perhaps?
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Today wasn't one of my finer points, I pulled into my parking space turned off the radio stared into space for a few minutes and broke down and cried. I pulled my hoodie over my face and fell asleep only to wake up again scared outta my mind because I didn't think I was parked. I went to my bed, and didn't see the light...
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gunch:
She's running skeered. smile
violentpatriot:
I'll get shot in the nuts or something!
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my day in review:
whatever

the highlight so far, drunk texts about poking midgets with sticks.



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alyeska:
i want your kind of day ;D
hellkitten:
LOL!
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blackeyed day off finally
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gunch:
I'm not a big fan of it myself, but I have no say in the matter. Its between the doctor and the insurance company. So my hands are tied.

And not in the good way.
sherman_chaos:
Thank god for days off. I work between 60 and 70 hours a week in a machine shop and sometimes my week feels like twice that.
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October is Domestic Violence Month and there has never been a cause for awareness that has been so personal to me. Nearly three years I lost my sense of pride, self, love everything because I was brainwashed into thinking it was okay for someone to push me around, it was okay if he said he loved me five minutes after.
Domestic Violence is a very...
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3darknights:
Wow. Thanks for sharing. Men like that aren't really men at all, and they deserve to die sad and alone. I'm glad to hear you're in a better place now. Stay strong.
triumphretro:
Good comments, take care and keep the blog up
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"You"
Tonight sucked, I'm so use to talking to you through out the night and tonight was the first night i couldn't . Sorry I fell asleep yesterday while talking to you on IM, again I woke up cellphone in hand trying to remember what happened.




I have to say I'm not sleeping well and it's starting to show. I dont want to be stressed...
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gunch:
Sleep? What's that?