"love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
in...
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days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
in...
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this was one of the first things i saw this morning. 
what did i do to deserve this? i have been wanting and waiting to feel like this my entire life. he brings me so much joy and happiness and i cannot believe we finally get to be together. i love you so much my dear. thank you for everything. 
i wanted to welcome silencenoir...
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what did i do to deserve this? i have been wanting and waiting to feel like this my entire life. he brings me so much joy and happiness and i cannot believe we finally get to be together. i love you so much my dear. thank you for everything.
i wanted to welcome silencenoir...
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akirali:
im so happy for you two 
mikefool:
hihihi,
I am so liveing through you right now.. If you split it would be worse than my parents divorce!!!!!
no pressure.
love ya!
mikey
I am so liveing through you right now.. If you split it would be worse than my parents divorce!!!!!
no pressure.
love ya!
mikey
i hate super long days. 
yesterday...
8am - 12:30 meeting
1:30 - 5:30 work
5:30 - 5:45 drive to other work
5:45 - 11:45 work other job
i'm pooped.
in one month from tonight i will get on a plane. the moment i step off that plane, my life will be changed. i will be in the arms of my hunny, but this time i...
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yesterday...
8am - 12:30 meeting
1:30 - 5:30 work
5:30 - 5:45 drive to other work
5:45 - 11:45 work other job
i'm pooped.
in one month from tonight i will get on a plane. the moment i step off that plane, my life will be changed. i will be in the arms of my hunny, but this time i...
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mikefool:
grrrrrrr.....
come to new york and stay here.. we have snow and lots of electricity..and rude people and pollution and terrorist attacks, um.. lets all move to kansas.
come to new york and stay here.. we have snow and lots of electricity..and rude people and pollution and terrorist attacks, um.. lets all move to kansas.
silencenoir:
I'm back and missed talking to you sweetie. Hope things are going well in your part of the world.
"what if i could go to sleep for days, would you count the hours?
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?"
or would your restlessness consume fading memories of me?"
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noelani:
...sleep for days would be lovely right now. My restlesness was consuming fading memories yesterday. I'm tired now.
faseplant:
Mmmm, cloves...
i believe i asked you guys to remind me not read the boards? i guess you are slipping on your duties. 
a lot of shit going on right now makes me sick. that is all.
i really like to play poker. some of you may know that. my friend and i are teaching ourselves how to do tricks with the chips. i have the shuffle...
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a lot of shit going on right now makes me sick. that is all.
i really like to play poker. some of you may know that. my friend and i are teaching ourselves how to do tricks with the chips. i have the shuffle...
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machine_boy:
Yeah, I suck @ cards, but play from time to time on the ship. It's more of a social thing for me. Hope your well.
minsc_and_boo:
i played in a poker tournament a few weeks back.
went all in with 3 7's and the fucker who called me got a straight on the river!
how do you call 2000 with nothing???
went all in with 3 7's and the fucker who called me got a straight on the river!
how do you call 2000 with nothing???
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noelani:
I know how that goes. I too have a lot to think about and figure out.
I know how that goes. I too have a lot to think about and figure out.
naudia:
Thanks for the comment, sorry you're feeling down. Listening to some good music always is perfect therapy for me. Hope you're feeling better soon.
-n
-n
my foot hurts
not really sure what i did, but it really hurts. yesterday i just felt this pain in the bottom of my foot and it makes it very hard to walk. i hobble around all funny and everyone makes fun of me. i went to the doctor this morning (YUCK!!! i hate doctors) but my doctor is one of those i am only...
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miffy:
smile because kittens are adorable and because you're not the one covered in flea bites.
matthewomen:
sorry about your bum paw..
we shall nurse you piggies back to health
we shall nurse you piggies back to health
sorry i haven't been very active around here. things have been crazy busy lately.
i have been working both jobs straight for 3 days.
exhausted.
*dies*
have a good day.
i have been working both jobs straight for 3 days.
exhausted.
*dies*
have a good day.
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benni:
dies?!?!?! i'll stab you for that! 
no, i could never stab you. what am i even thinking? i love you far to much to bestow any harm upon you... you and your sexy dead body.. uh... did i mention i'm a necrophile?
no, i could never stab you. what am i even thinking? i love you far to much to bestow any harm upon you... you and your sexy dead body.. uh... did i mention i'm a necrophile?
mikefool:
NO NO NO!
No death for mags!! I will bring you magic wake up and be refreshed juice. (no liquid that wasn't dirty just some fruit juice I promise)
No death for mags!! I will bring you magic wake up and be refreshed juice. (no liquid that wasn't dirty just some fruit juice I promise)
*yawn*
what a busy but wonderful weekend.
friday i went to my friend's show. that was ok for the most part. got to see and hang out with people that i don't see that often which is wonderful. found out some stupid little girl was talking shit on me outside... hahahaha. it's funny because of who she is and how much i don't care... it's...
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what a busy but wonderful weekend.
friday i went to my friend's show. that was ok for the most part. got to see and hang out with people that i don't see that often which is wonderful. found out some stupid little girl was talking shit on me outside... hahahaha. it's funny because of who she is and how much i don't care... it's...
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vim:
next prom...i PROM-ise!!!
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soma__:
it was lovely meeting you and your boy
thepromdate:
i'm gald we got to talk for a bit at prom. i really wish we lived closer....maybe one of these days mcqueen and i can take a trip to sacto and we all can get together with the sgsac kids.
you are too cute! i can't wait to see the pic of us.
you are too cute! i can't wait to see the pic of us.
xoxoxo