thanks everyone for the hugs and sweet words. i needed them.
i'm just in this bad place right now. i honestly feel like no matter how hard i try, things just aren't good enough. i know that i am doing all i can and my job is a difficult one, but maybe if there was someone else in there they could do it better. maybe they could handle the "i'm better than you and i don't have to listen to you" attitudes. maybe they could handle the disrespect better than i can. sometimes i am just digusted by how some kids are raised and what they get away with. i know when i was a kid i wouldn't have even thought to say or do some things i have seen my kids at work do. i try... so hard. it just isn't good enough. *sigh*
i'm just in this bad place right now. i honestly feel like no matter how hard i try, things just aren't good enough. i know that i am doing all i can and my job is a difficult one, but maybe if there was someone else in there they could do it better. maybe they could handle the "i'm better than you and i don't have to listen to you" attitudes. maybe they could handle the disrespect better than i can. sometimes i am just digusted by how some kids are raised and what they get away with. i know when i was a kid i wouldn't have even thought to say or do some things i have seen my kids at work do. i try... so hard. it just isn't good enough. *sigh*
thepromdate:
i'm sorry, sweetie. i hope things look up soon. 
clara:
Sometimes kids are just bad, sweetie. My pal teaches at an inner city high school and a kid threw a desk at him on the first day. Keep to it and those kids will be better people for knowing you.
