Today I said goodbye to my best friend. My dog sadly yet peacefully passed away. The pain I feel is unbearable but his pain meant more than that. I had to have him put to sleep because he was suffering from blood glucose deficiency and was on his way out. I held him as he died. He was the most amazing dog anyone could ever...
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annalee:
Oh no Im so sorry to hear about that. Its terrible because you know they have to go but its just the worst because with animals you cant ask them how they feel or anything. I lost some pets before that I really loved too. I hope you're ok you just have to think that he is better now than when he was in discomfort. *cuddle* I really need to update I know Im just so bad at getting things done! Take care lady x
static_life:
awwww
I'm not sure whether it's the pain from my teeth, or something in the air, But I've gone totally nuts. I keep wanting to cry, hit people, run away, scream, sleep, and I have a constant anxiety pounding in my chest. I'm consumed by jealousy of everyone, and all I feel like doing is curling up and being looked after for a while. I wish...
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pocket_rocket:
*hugssssss* Physical pain has a nasty habit of also getting you down emotionally. Go to the evil doctors and get some painkilllers, you might find it will help out a little bit...Hope you feel bettererer 
*gives valium*
*gives valium*
nc_guy:
I am sooo sorry to hear about how you're currently feeling, my friend. I hope that this will all pass very soon and that you'll feel like yourself again.
I hate coming down. Its like stepping deep into a filthy mudhole, your boots filling with filthy water your socks getting soaked and realising you have to clean up this mess. Including polishing your boots and washing your socks.
Im currently getting therapy from Blaspherion about what the hell I'm going to do with my life (because all of a sudden it matters to me...
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Im currently getting therapy from Blaspherion about what the hell I'm going to do with my life (because all of a sudden it matters to me...
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nc_guy:
I'm gonna have to check out their music then, since you obviously have fantastic taste. 
I can't remember which Hellraiser movie it was that I enjoyed so much, but it was the one where Pinhead made a deal with the girl from the original movie, and she wound up winning the deal...something about promising him three souls. That one was great!
I can't remember which Hellraiser movie it was that I enjoyed so much, but it was the one where Pinhead made a deal with the girl from the original movie, and she wound up winning the deal...something about promising him three souls. That one was great!
nc_guy:
If I could pay you another comment, I LOVE your eyes. They're beautiful.
GAAAAAHHHH!!!! The Pain!!! My wisdom teeth are cutting, and the thought of biting anything sends chills through me. I can hardly stand it!! 
But other than that, I'm so very proud of my good friends in Gospel of the horns, as they will be gracing Europe with their prescence in 6 months! Congrats! Im going to Melbourne tomorrow to spend some time with Hexx and...
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But other than that, I'm so very proud of my good friends in Gospel of the horns, as they will be gracing Europe with their prescence in 6 months! Congrats! Im going to Melbourne tomorrow to spend some time with Hexx and...
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eternalpain75:
My wisdom teeth are long gone, I vaguely remember the painkiller coma I was in afterwards
Very nice work on the mural, looks great !!
Very nice work on the mural, looks great !!
cleverthings:
Freehand, impressive!
I learnt something this week. Its that the majority of the people that contaminate this world with their presence really really are nothing more than blood sucking parasites. I swear, the amount of people that hate me Percentage wise, is just scary. I am hated by so many people. People who dont even know me hate me. Its staggering! There is a short time span...
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eternalpain75:
The only person you should change for is yourself. If your happy with yourself, fuck what everyone else thinks. Compromises are for weak people with no heart, and I know thats not you....even though I havent met you, or known you that long.
People say they want honesty all the time, but when someone is honest with them they don't like it. I'm in the same boat with you there. The truth is all important to me, weather its good or bad. Most of the world views polite people as being nice, when the true meaning of a nice person is someone who is selfless and goes out of their way to do something for someone else, and wants nothing in return (someone most people will take advantage of). So it is the honest man/woman that is viewed as the asshole, and thats fine with me....I sleep better knowing i'm not a fake, scum sucking, waste of flesh
Chin up girly, don't let the (real) assholes get you down
People say they want honesty all the time, but when someone is honest with them they don't like it. I'm in the same boat with you there. The truth is all important to me, weather its good or bad. Most of the world views polite people as being nice, when the true meaning of a nice person is someone who is selfless and goes out of their way to do something for someone else, and wants nothing in return (someone most people will take advantage of). So it is the honest man/woman that is viewed as the asshole, and thats fine with me....I sleep better knowing i'm not a fake, scum sucking, waste of flesh
Chin up girly, don't let the (real) assholes get you down
xtlbx:
i feel for you my girl, although changing ones personality aint as easy at it seems, it damn hard work, i can hardly keep it up for night. I have changed my ways, people hate me because i am too nice, but they do not realise my kindness is genuine, its in my nature, the way i have been brought up, i have tried to change cos i just get sick of people abusing kindness and then turning a cold shoulder when i need them. I have realised that i dont want to change and would much rather be lonely and stay true to myself,
i wish you my luck in your quest but changing aint the solution i am afraid to say.
i wish you my luck in your quest but changing aint the solution i am afraid to say.
*Sigh* I'm watching my Avenged Sevenfold ticket on Ebay and wishing I could still go! But due to the price of Vet bills, I had to sell it. But never mind. They will be violently uncool to like soon, due to them being on the Video Hits, A program that was desighned stritly to make the music industry move faster. And to do so, they...
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annalee:
You should go and see something like Trench Hell instead! Thats a shame for you though sorry you cant see your band, hope everything else is good though
annalee:
Tis night here, I should go to bed! I think my boyfriends friend from Ireland who does Invictus Productions is putting Gospel on sometime soon but I dont know if they're doing a Scotland date, would be excellent if they did though. Have a good day/night too!
I'm sooo tired. But excited! I just bought my first bundle of sg swag! Cant wait to be in Thsoe sg knickers. Oh yeah. Funny. I have been talking all evening to a guy thats been onb my msn for aaaaaaages, but weve never spoken, and he is darn near perfect! Were so similar, its really quite bizarre. Funny too. He laughs at me liking...
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nc_guy:
That picture is sooo sexy. 
xtlbx:
yes i agree, definetely a well placed tattoo and you got the nice arch thing goin there which is also hot.
I'm feelin very odd at the moment. My dog is sick and I cant afford to send him to the Vet, So I had to cancel My trip to Sydney to see Avenged sevenfold But my puppys health is waaaay more important than any stupid gig. So if anyone wants to buy a7x tickets at a reduced price I'm your girl.
I havent been feeling...
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But my puppys health is waaaay more important than any stupid gig. So if anyone wants to buy a7x tickets at a reduced price I'm your girl.
I havent been feeling...
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rockyboulders:
Hey there. Sorry I havent dropped in since accepting friendship. I'm overseas right now so don't have extended hours to while away on the net.
Hope you feel better soon.
Hope you feel better soon.
e666:
Oh yeah, nothin like relaxing with some dvds
Hope whatever's making you ill passes soon
Hope whatever's making you ill passes soon
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eternalpain75:
Nice pictures. Looks like most of the family is into punk or metal
autopraxes:
I've just decided that your little brother is the coolest kid ever.
and the photos are great too
and the photos are great too
God damn it all to hell. One night of decadence and I've run myself down again and Im sick again. This time badly. I have the dreaded shingles!!!! and the fuckin things are on my face. 
I feel like I'm gonna die, but still went to work today, felt like I was gonna die, come home to my mum bein her usual cunt self pushing...
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xtlbx:
cheers for adding me as friend, i appreciate it, hope ur shingles have cleared up
nc_guy:
I haven't seen European Legions yet. Is it pretty good? You do know that Hellhammer is now the drummer for Dimmu Borgir right?
Sweet Disembowled Satan WHAT A NIGHT! Last night was every form of mayhem short of violence. It was the lovely Tron's birthday and Stace and I decided to head over to see the hot cunt. 'It's only Tuesday they wont be doin anything..' WRONG!!!
It all started at Flanagans pub, where I copped shit all arvo about being sXe and sober, with a few of...
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It all started at Flanagans pub, where I copped shit all arvo about being sXe and sober, with a few of...
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autopraxes:
Well, it sounds like someone had an amazing night
I probably would have hit the creepy guy in the face though.
Honestly, sometimes I wonder about people
I probably would have hit the creepy guy in the face though.
Honestly, sometimes I wonder about people
eternalpain75:
Besides the creepy dude it sounds like a great time
Hoooray no work today! Another day of slackery for me to enjoy. Got my hair cut today! A mohawk with a long fringe. But youll have to wait for pics! Yay!
Staying at the luscious Tania's in 2 weeks when I trek to Melbourne for my first Rebel belles shoot! I'm sure things are gonna get a bit Sexy Scandalous and slippery there, Trust me,...
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Got my hair cut today! A mohawk with a long fringe. But youll have to wait for pics! Yay!
Staying at the luscious Tania's in 2 weeks when I trek to Melbourne for my first Rebel belles shoot! I'm sure things are gonna get a bit Sexy Scandalous and slippery there, Trust me,...
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eternalpain75:
Can't wait to see the new hair
I wish I could slack off....hope October gets here soon.
I wish I could slack off....hope October gets here soon.
brett54:
Hallo - welcome to the AU group and thanks for the fantastic posted pics - love those pins!!!