They cant afford to send me back to school next semester.
I dunno what Ill do with my life or how Ill keep sane.
Im terrified.
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I need to travel but Ive never been anywhere alone. Im so afraid of straying from the education path Ive planned out for myself. I dont really have a choice anymore.
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I dont know what to do and life is moving so fast.
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happy birthday to my x-bf. this convo cracks me the fuck up. what a mindfuck!!
xan (11:20:34 AM): hey. happy birthday
VoidControls (11:20:39 AM): hey, thank you
xan (11:21:05 AM): i'll buy you whatever you want if you take me to boarders
VoidControls (11:21:23 AM): tomorrow
xan (11:21:36 AM): tomorrow i'll be in charlottesville
VoidControls (11:23:27 AM): and i need to take you to borders
xan (11:24:17 AM): no. i'm sorry. forget i said anything
xan (11:24:34 AM): i just wanted to get something for your birthday.
VoidControls (11:25:00 AM): why do you have to be so goddamn passive aggressive all the time?
xan (11:25:16 AM): i'm not! you have no idea what my tone is!
VoidControls (11:25:41 AM): "no i'm sorry, forget i said anything" there is no motherfucking tone to read there
xan (11:25:49 AM): why do you always accuse me of getting passive agressive like your mother
VoidControls (11:26:23 AM): I NEVER EVEN ENTIONED MY MOTHER!!!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING BRINGING ALL SORTS OF RANDOM SHIT
xan (11:26:39 AM): i asked nicely for you to forget it.
VoidControls (11:26:51 AM): and like you, i'm ignoring nice requests
VoidControls (11:27:00 AM): happy birthday to me, i wish i was dead
xan (11:27:26 AM): eric please. let me get you some new music at the bookstore... or a dvd... or anything
VoidControls (11:28:02 AM): then fine, walk over here, io'm still hungover from trying to forget about this whole crappy birthday
xan (11:28:35 AM): joy!
VoidControls: yeah, you get what you want as always, joy,
xan (11:29:40 AM): but you do want to go to the bookstore yes?
VoidControls (11:29:49 AM): sure why not
xan (11:30:08 AM): ok cya soon
rotfl!
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I can do this one spell consistently enough to get water to swirl around. If I keep at it enough it will swish around the bowl like a toilet. I dont know what it means but like this physical manifestation of power.
this positive intense energy when I passed through narthex of my church. that was nothing like the energy I felt when I went past the knave. Like when youre wiped out under the water and the wave passes over your body. Whoosh! Right as I went walked by! It was unmistakable. A scary thought! Do I have gods multiprocessing power or is this something else. What else? Early life on mars? if the church is evil then maybe Im keeping it real with Jesus? Whatever, I copped some holy water and nearly punched this dick in the back of the head when he prayed for an end to abortion. take that ignorant motherfucker
The priest went on and ON AND ON about how do we know if we are truly ones who are right truth is faith is god is blessings what a load of convoluted bullshit why did I stress my mind with this
truth is understanding!
at the end of mass someone says we know were right because were undefeated at softball!!!
At this point I want to stop the class, even if it is 5 minutes before the bell
nobody understood this lesson at all.
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As I glance once upon the foam
40 feet beneath my feet
The coldest calm falls
Through the molten veins
Cooling all the blood to slush
That congeals around the brain, (again?)
La la la
40 feet remain
Salt scales upon my drying arms
Burn my back beneath the sun
But I am cold beneath the burning rays
Looking down, looking down
Down, down again
La la la
40 feet remain
I dunno what Ill do with my life or how Ill keep sane.
Im terrified.
??????????????????????????????????????????
I need to travel but Ive never been anywhere alone. Im so afraid of straying from the education path Ive planned out for myself. I dont really have a choice anymore.
???????????????????????????????????????????
I dont know what to do and life is moving so fast.
???????????????????????????????????????????
happy birthday to my x-bf. this convo cracks me the fuck up. what a mindfuck!!
xan (11:20:34 AM): hey. happy birthday
VoidControls (11:20:39 AM): hey, thank you
xan (11:21:05 AM): i'll buy you whatever you want if you take me to boarders
VoidControls (11:21:23 AM): tomorrow
xan (11:21:36 AM): tomorrow i'll be in charlottesville
VoidControls (11:23:27 AM): and i need to take you to borders
xan (11:24:17 AM): no. i'm sorry. forget i said anything
xan (11:24:34 AM): i just wanted to get something for your birthday.
VoidControls (11:25:00 AM): why do you have to be so goddamn passive aggressive all the time?
xan (11:25:16 AM): i'm not! you have no idea what my tone is!
VoidControls (11:25:41 AM): "no i'm sorry, forget i said anything" there is no motherfucking tone to read there
xan (11:25:49 AM): why do you always accuse me of getting passive agressive like your mother
VoidControls (11:26:23 AM): I NEVER EVEN ENTIONED MY MOTHER!!!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING BRINGING ALL SORTS OF RANDOM SHIT
xan (11:26:39 AM): i asked nicely for you to forget it.
VoidControls (11:26:51 AM): and like you, i'm ignoring nice requests
VoidControls (11:27:00 AM): happy birthday to me, i wish i was dead
xan (11:27:26 AM): eric please. let me get you some new music at the bookstore... or a dvd... or anything
VoidControls (11:28:02 AM): then fine, walk over here, io'm still hungover from trying to forget about this whole crappy birthday
xan (11:28:35 AM): joy!
VoidControls: yeah, you get what you want as always, joy,
xan (11:29:40 AM): but you do want to go to the bookstore yes?
VoidControls (11:29:49 AM): sure why not
xan (11:30:08 AM): ok cya soon
rotfl!
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I can do this one spell consistently enough to get water to swirl around. If I keep at it enough it will swish around the bowl like a toilet. I dont know what it means but like this physical manifestation of power.
this positive intense energy when I passed through narthex of my church. that was nothing like the energy I felt when I went past the knave. Like when youre wiped out under the water and the wave passes over your body. Whoosh! Right as I went walked by! It was unmistakable. A scary thought! Do I have gods multiprocessing power or is this something else. What else? Early life on mars? if the church is evil then maybe Im keeping it real with Jesus? Whatever, I copped some holy water and nearly punched this dick in the back of the head when he prayed for an end to abortion. take that ignorant motherfucker
The priest went on and ON AND ON about how do we know if we are truly ones who are right truth is faith is god is blessings what a load of convoluted bullshit why did I stress my mind with this
truth is understanding!
at the end of mass someone says we know were right because were undefeated at softball!!!
At this point I want to stop the class, even if it is 5 minutes before the bell
nobody understood this lesson at all.
???????????????????????????????????????????
As I glance once upon the foam
40 feet beneath my feet
The coldest calm falls
Through the molten veins
Cooling all the blood to slush
That congeals around the brain, (again?)
La la la
40 feet remain
Salt scales upon my drying arms
Burn my back beneath the sun
But I am cold beneath the burning rays
Looking down, looking down
Down, down again
La la la
40 feet remain
honsolo:
welcome back 
hehe i know .......
hehe i know .......
badsun2:
water spirit?