mimesociety

So a lot has happened since I've been back and I just haven't updated my life at all.

My girlfriend went to mexico and cheated on me, and she didn't even have the balls to tell me when she came back. she just made up excuses as to why she needed to break up with me all of a sudden.

By the way... I'm making this LONG story quite brief and will leave out information here and there.

So the guy she cheated on me with was from texas.
she kept in contact with him.

we started dating again and things seemed to be going well.
She told me she wanted to spend her life with me and work on our relationship and make it the best it could be.
then i didn't see her for 3 weeks. I spoke to her only a few times on the phone and oly for 5 minutes at a time.
She was becoming very short with me.

finally I called her up (on my birthday) to go out to dinner and she refused. She only said Happy Birthday to me AFTER i told her it was my b'day.
Then she got all mad at me for no reason and told me it wasn't going to work and that she just wanted to be alone.
I knew this had to do with the guy from texas. He had been calling her (or she, him) late hours into the night AFTER she would get off the phone with me "because she had to sleep."

She said she wouldn't date him because it is too far away.

I knew better.

It took 2 weeks and she was dating him.
and she lied to me often.


I told her if EVER there came a time where she had feelings for someone else that were stronger than the feelings she had for me, she could just come out and be open with me and we could resolve it.
That is NOT what she did, however, and she felt it necessary to cover it up at every turn.

I'm moving on from this, but I'm still so mad that she felt the need to LIE to me.
I would've been okay if she just told me she liked someone else.

She's blocked me on all social media, but is still friends with some of the same people I am. So, sometimes, i can see a message she posts. Always about this guy in Texas.


I believe in Karma.
I believe she's going to get a shit storm sent her way.
.... and I really hope he cheats on her and breaks her heart.
I know this is cruel, but I hope she understands that she was better off with me and that she'll NEVER be able to have me back.


Should i even care?
Probably not.

In fact I've started getting back into the "dating" scene.
I'm going on dates with girls and making out with some. Whatever....

I'm not truly happy yet and I don't like it.

I remain upbeat and pleasant always. And I'm generally happy. I'm not a depressing pile of sludge wasting away on my couch.


I just want a girl who doesn't abso-fucking-lutely suck.