for the past couple of weeks I haven't been able to settle. it's like all my energy is stagnating inside my body. i'm finding it difficult getting to sleep again and nothing apart from sticking crepe paper onto card is remotely motivating me.
work has stopped, my mind has stopped and i think the only thing for it is to take quality time off from doing anything, as unwise as that may seem.
getting ratty again with a particular housemate. this can only mean that it's half way through term time and that there's plenty more agro to follow i do try my best with her but she's so pathetic and clingy that it's driving me nuts. and she's been picking at me over my diet, saying things like "how is *your* food" etc. it's like shut the fuck up man, i'm eating but just not the stuff you are. she's pretty narrow minded about this and enjoys feeling like she's superior.
but she's not so ha.
new fantasy boy in my life- someone called john, a friend of a friend and he's HOT! was at a party the other night and apparently he was going to make a move but said housemate was like glue so he didn't get a chance!!! oh well, never mind. i'm *that* lame that im sending him a beautiful handmade valentines day card to him. he probably doesnt deserve it but i was in a creative and wanton mood.
long term antibiotics have started...this means no alcohol for 2 months. ah well, i quite enjoy being dry and as homeboy silvernut knows, the JAZZ FUNK is all good tho am not sure what's wrong with me, i had 2 spliffs yesterday and felt normal. mebbe it's my dodgy rolling skills [or lack of]
go and give cdt21a hug because he's currently recovering from an operation. glad to hear that you're on the mend.
grr for my stagnation. maybe i should go home tomorrow. my dad's home alone whilst my mother is tripping the light fantastic in malaysia for chinese new year. we'll end up blobbing which is always good fun.
right, im off to do something, not sure what yet. im really sorry for not replying to people who have left me comments. they are greatly appreciated-it's just that i've got no inspiration at the moment and dont want to leave you shit.
take care
work has stopped, my mind has stopped and i think the only thing for it is to take quality time off from doing anything, as unwise as that may seem.
getting ratty again with a particular housemate. this can only mean that it's half way through term time and that there's plenty more agro to follow i do try my best with her but she's so pathetic and clingy that it's driving me nuts. and she's been picking at me over my diet, saying things like "how is *your* food" etc. it's like shut the fuck up man, i'm eating but just not the stuff you are. she's pretty narrow minded about this and enjoys feeling like she's superior.
but she's not so ha.
new fantasy boy in my life- someone called john, a friend of a friend and he's HOT! was at a party the other night and apparently he was going to make a move but said housemate was like glue so he didn't get a chance!!! oh well, never mind. i'm *that* lame that im sending him a beautiful handmade valentines day card to him. he probably doesnt deserve it but i was in a creative and wanton mood.
long term antibiotics have started...this means no alcohol for 2 months. ah well, i quite enjoy being dry and as homeboy silvernut knows, the JAZZ FUNK is all good tho am not sure what's wrong with me, i had 2 spliffs yesterday and felt normal. mebbe it's my dodgy rolling skills [or lack of]
go and give cdt21a hug because he's currently recovering from an operation. glad to hear that you're on the mend.
grr for my stagnation. maybe i should go home tomorrow. my dad's home alone whilst my mother is tripping the light fantastic in malaysia for chinese new year. we'll end up blobbing which is always good fun.
right, im off to do something, not sure what yet. im really sorry for not replying to people who have left me comments. they are greatly appreciated-it's just that i've got no inspiration at the moment and dont want to leave you shit.
take care
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wasn't quite sure what your comment about buffy was trying to imply..
do you actually watch star trek or was it a cunning joke to lump me in with all the sci fi geeks.... well my dear, which ever way round the comments meaning, you are certainly missing out on buffy.. it's awesome (i get the impression Silvernut doesn't like it, he's condemned me to a life of misery so don't listen to him when it comes to buffy )
and milky, go for it! you are such a sweetheart how could he possibly not want you (you can listen to Silvernut on this and any other subject, just not buffy )
wookiee is fine after the jabs. according to the vets, he was the bravest little kitten they had seen in weeks... i was so proud
hope the diet is going well for you and i'm sorry to hear about the course of antibiotics and the lack of drinking... keep on schmokin' (has plaid made a little more sense yet?)
take care and remember... you are a total goddess. this boy could not possibly resist you.