First of all who am I kidding, I doubt that anyone really cares, nor do they have any reason to. But for the record, no, I'm not here because I want to become a suicide girl myself. And no, I'm not here because I'm attracted to women (although I have absolutely no problem with that). I'm here because even though I'm physically attracted to men, I've always found the female form to be far more beautiful and artistic. That, combined with the aesthetics, confidence, and power of the "alternative" style (which I've always been fascinated with), creates an art form by which I am both inspired as an artist, and can look up to as a person. That's why I am one of the tiny subculture of straight, non-model females here on Suicide Girls. And happy to be here :)