so, i guess i kinda have the classic defence mechanism of not letting people get too close. it has nothing to do with them seeing the imperfections in me - those should be obvious. it has nothing to do with the imperfections in them - those are expected.
i just don't trust anyone.
afer my experiences the past few years, i don't see how i ever could ever trust anyone. anyone.
most people, i guess, would turn to their families as a sort of refuge from the world. but since i had a topsy-turvy growing up period, i rather turned to the world as a sort of refuge from my home life.
so where to turn to now?
well, i guess myself and God. but i certainly can't trust the Church, as even she has at times turned Her back on me. so i guess to myself and to God as i can best find God through prayer.
it just really burns my ass that people aren't trustworthy. otherwise, they'd be great.
i just don't trust anyone.
afer my experiences the past few years, i don't see how i ever could ever trust anyone. anyone.
most people, i guess, would turn to their families as a sort of refuge from the world. but since i had a topsy-turvy growing up period, i rather turned to the world as a sort of refuge from my home life.
so where to turn to now?
well, i guess myself and God. but i certainly can't trust the Church, as even she has at times turned Her back on me. so i guess to myself and to God as i can best find God through prayer.
it just really burns my ass that people aren't trustworthy. otherwise, they'd be great.
Trust in God and all else will follow.
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