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Peace and love to Boston and all victims.

I do not care if I'm seen as a pessemistic bitch. I hate this world, and this is a perfect example of why. As long as there are people in this world, there will always be bad people in this world, people that will do horrible things like this. My heart is broken.

I'm just trying to...
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aepaul:
On the flip side, hundreds of regular people did everything they possibly could to help the victims. Those good people of Boston were true heroes. The news only reports the bad things, never the good.

And thanks for the kind words. love
brightredscream:
That's all we can do!
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So, uh... I wanna move to LA. The Rocky Mountains are amazing, I'll always consider them my home. But at the end of the day, it's still the same exact crap that I've been looking at for almost fifteen years straight, without seeing anything else. No vacations, no traveling whatsoever. So I wanna find a way to get out to LA for a bit....
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dizzy:
LA is a beautiful place. Most people that come here have no interest in experiencing anything outside of the recommended comfort zones. Truth is as open as this place is, most people never bother to look. It's not for everyone, especially those that ride in with an agenda. But like most major cities it's really difficult to know a place if you aren't willing to explore a little.
aepaul:
I used to live in Ventura and I've lived in Santa Barbara. So 45 minutes from LA, but not LA proper.

I've lived in SF, Seattle, Chicago, and Houston for big cities. I'd rate SF highest. Chicago's great, but winters are brutal, but then again, you live in the Rockies so they won't be bad for you. I love Houston, but you have to know Houston to love it. My closest friends have mostly moved out, so I could never live there again. Seattle sucked. Worst of the 4.

How does LA rate compared to them? This is hard to explain, but I'll give it a shot. LA fucking rules if you got money. If you don't, it sucks ass. I was a dot comer and back when we had money, we loved it. Then I lost it all (I'm an idiot, long story). And it sucked.

SF and Houston, you can still have fun if you're broke. LA, it's a lot harder to.

As for the people, I think Dizzy does a good job of explaining it. People there seem to be in a comfort zone and too many folks don't want to leave that comfort zone. RuPaul actually complained about that too.

I'd actually recommend SF over LA. Big time.
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I absolutely adore all of you SuicideGirls and hopefuls. I wish you were my best friends.

kiss smile
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Life has always seemed to be a big heartbreaking JOKE, one where no matter how hard I try to be a good person, I'm still that insane, immature asshole that can't stop screwing things up. *grumble*

Oh well, what do ya do. Still trying to be the best person I can be, no matter what bullshit life throws at me.

kiss
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brightredscream:
That's all you can do
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stcyr:
well, I guess as you've seen me prattle on about Wonder Woman
I really can't say anything bratty here shocked
peachysweetlove:
Well, I mean the threads like BBA when people post random tit pictures.... Those are for attention, which is fine. I understand what you mean though, I get annoyed when girls randomly attention whore. Who knows, maybe I'm just jealous Lol. But the older I get, the more I shake my head and wonder where it all went wrong. And I'm with you on the vegging, need to move my expanding ass. Ugh.... no motivation.
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Am I the only person who thinks flashing a guy in a band at a concert or trying to be his groupie is pathetic?

Sigh... Have some respect for yourselves and the musicians you want to harass, ladies...

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peachysweetlove:
I think it's a bit attention whoring but I wouldn't say it's a self respect issue. I don't see it as any different then going on here and showing your tits....but that's just me.
tactical:
Was the guy trying to sleep with you? Cause it sounds fishy
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Hm. As much as I want to do this, it still makes me incredibly nervous, and I'm trying to figure out why. If it happens, though, it'll be sooner rather than later. If it happens, now's gonna be the time for it.

I really hope I have the balls to go through with it. I don't want to wonder "what if" anymore.

kiss
stcyr:
whatever you choose:


willy81:
Good luck on whatever you decide! smile
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A while back I was thinking about applying to become a SuicideGirl. I thought I had decided that it just wasn't my thing, despite how much I love this website. But lately, part of me has been screaming that it just feels right. From an artistic point of view, it's something I could really have fun with. I don't know when it'll happen, I have...
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stcyr:
If this is something you really want to do, you should go for it.
Do it for you.
(I'll like you regardless of whether or not you're "naked on the internet.") smile
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So, I would be on here more often, but guess what?? My computer's busted, AGAIN. This time, the harddrive completely crapped out on me. Once I'm able to get it taken care of, I'll visit SGLand more often, I promise. kisskiss
stcyr:


hope you're back up & running
and running with us
soon.

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Life just won't give me a fucking break.

My vehicle isn't starting. It's probably the fuel pump failing. Which means I could miss work for quite some time, and that means I'm gonna be missing out on the cash I need to fix it. And even if I could make it in to work, I still can't afford to get that fixed AND pay my...
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nubia:
what he said ^^^^

thanks for the friend request...hope things get better quick!