not entirely thrilled with the current state of things. woke up irrevocably around 4:00 this morning. strawberry ice cream and a research project proposal for breakfast.
[edit as of 11/16/06: BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP]
but I also had one of the most uncool dreams of all time. with pervasive themes such as gender dysphoria, rites of passage, public rape, ruining someone else's library books, stealing their toys, going in to work on a day I wasn't supposed to work, and haunted lamps! I hated it. I woke up shaking like mad.
oh yeah, and the girl who was getting publicly raped also shot out a small fetus into the courtyard, and everyone laughed at it.
heeeyyy, so now I want to throw up.
I hate weekends. I hate working all weekend and having to read whole boring books over the weekend and realizing I just spent $80 on groceries and don't really want any of it anymore.
yeah. not entirely thrilled with the current state of anything.
[edit as of 11/16/06: BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP]
but I also had one of the most uncool dreams of all time. with pervasive themes such as gender dysphoria, rites of passage, public rape, ruining someone else's library books, stealing their toys, going in to work on a day I wasn't supposed to work, and haunted lamps! I hated it. I woke up shaking like mad.
oh yeah, and the girl who was getting publicly raped also shot out a small fetus into the courtyard, and everyone laughed at it.
heeeyyy, so now I want to throw up.
I hate weekends. I hate working all weekend and having to read whole boring books over the weekend and realizing I just spent $80 on groceries and don't really want any of it anymore.
yeah. not entirely thrilled with the current state of anything.
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only difference between the .ages is the dam. man.
I mean, they're LIBRARY BOOKS for God's sake.
Maybe you need to turn your brain off for a bit. I like TV and booze for this. I haven't thought anything since '93 and it's so much quieter in my head.
Chin up, etc.