FUCK THIS SHIT.
Who ever has said that you're never given more than you can handle can eat shit.
For those of you who don't know I love animals more than I love anything. Ever. There is literally nothing more important to me then my pets.
So, I have more bad animal news.
Today the vet came out to look at my pony this morning because his face was swollen. After a lot of x-rays they determined he has bone cancer.
He's now buried behind the barn.
I got him when I was 7 for my birthday because like every little girl, I wanted a pony. I was lucky enough to get one.
In the past 3 months to the day I have lost the three animals in my life that were the closest to me. It's just not fair. It's just not fucking fair. Why do people who couldn't give a shit less about their animals get to keep them? Why does this all have to happen at once? I fucking feel like Job.
On top of that, my mom is back on chemo, she's sick as fuck. loosing weight rapidly and all that business. Yesterday was her birthday and the five year anniversary of her mastectomy. Fucking cool.
I want to burn the world down. I want to fucking destroy things. I'm so angry. There aren't even words for how I feel. I'm just going to go ape shit.
My 21st birthday is coming up in 21 days. Whatever, I don't think I'm going to be doing anything, I don't have any money to go out or anything. I've got bigger things on my mind..
I hope things are going better for you guys then they are for me.
XX
Ps. This guy moved in with me.
Who ever has said that you're never given more than you can handle can eat shit.
For those of you who don't know I love animals more than I love anything. Ever. There is literally nothing more important to me then my pets.
So, I have more bad animal news.
Today the vet came out to look at my pony this morning because his face was swollen. After a lot of x-rays they determined he has bone cancer.
He's now buried behind the barn.
I got him when I was 7 for my birthday because like every little girl, I wanted a pony. I was lucky enough to get one.
In the past 3 months to the day I have lost the three animals in my life that were the closest to me. It's just not fair. It's just not fucking fair. Why do people who couldn't give a shit less about their animals get to keep them? Why does this all have to happen at once? I fucking feel like Job.
On top of that, my mom is back on chemo, she's sick as fuck. loosing weight rapidly and all that business. Yesterday was her birthday and the five year anniversary of her mastectomy. Fucking cool.
I want to burn the world down. I want to fucking destroy things. I'm so angry. There aren't even words for how I feel. I'm just going to go ape shit.
My 21st birthday is coming up in 21 days. Whatever, I don't think I'm going to be doing anything, I don't have any money to go out or anything. I've got bigger things on my mind..
I hope things are going better for you guys then they are for me.
XX
Ps. This guy moved in with me.
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I realize you don't think you'll have any plans for your birthday, but if you think of something fun and you'd like me to come out for it let me know and I'll do my best to make it out there.
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