melaniek

I am still mega stressed.
We had a meeting with our manager's superior to discuss some of the recent issues. It was incredibly hard to do, but it had to be done. My co-workers have been thinking of leaving and have even had panic attacks. The really sad thing is that the time that we were meeting was while her son was having surgery.
I am ready to move. And I hope that Brad is too. I have been eagerly anticipated there and I have had a key for a year now. They have supported my emotional rollercoaster during this whole time, tried to be honest about things even though it hurt me, and I am ready to be there. And then decide where I want to go and what I want to do. Which is REALLY a tough decision and I haven't HAD that kind of opportunity for a very long time. I am petrified, truly, because I always had......well FELT that I had a partner that I could count on.
SIGH.
And vyv peed on my bed today. Logan is always in here with her and wanted out this morning. SO apparently she was upset. We were doing soooooo good!
My life is truly le crap. I am ready to jump off the bridge into the gross, swollen river. I can see it from my cubby window..........
Here is a song, but not the version of it that I wanted!