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OMG!! I have not posted in what seems like forever. My life has been good. I still dont really have a job. I work a few times a month on a mobile spay/neuter clinic that travels to low income areas. I work for the woman that owns the ranch I board my horse at. Mostly doing Quickbooks stuff right now to prepare for taxes. I...
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Well, my ex and I are still broken up...technically. We ended up sleeping together a few times, but we decided not to do that anymore. We still hang out, but she just gets mad so easily. I dont think anything is going to happen between Jason and I, but thats alright. I think we will make really good friends. He is fun to be around,...
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Well Jake moved in last night. Nikki spent the night too. It wasnt that bad. I actually ended up going to bed earlier than I normally do, so I think that this may end up being ok.
I made an appt to get my tattoo done. June 15th. yay.
A lot of people have left my work this week. Its werid. Like 6 people. I...
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So today I was talking to me old best friend. She told me that her boyfriends parents were kicking him out of his house at the end of this week. So I said that he could come live on my couch if he needed to. Well....he needs to. I didnt really think that he would take me up on the offer. So now I am...
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Well, I am semi excited. I went to Dennys with Amanda last night, which she was very excited about.
The owner of an awesome ass tat shop said he will have one of his artists come to my house to give me a tattoo, so that I dont have to go into a shop. Which means that I will be actually getting my tattoo very...
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So what does everone think about Clio. I think she is just absolutely gorgeous.
Today was uneventful. I stayed home and read. It was exciting. I love shopping online. It makes me happy. Unfortunately, I did not find anything that I actually liked today
I am going to get another tattoo soon and a haircut, and then after that I am going to have Amanda...
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Well, i went and saw my therapist today. That is always fun. She never really tells me anything that I dont already know. But it isnt too bad I guess. Well, this is all for now.
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well, i said that i would update later tonight and i did not want to go back on my word so here is a short entry. after work, i was talking in the parking lot to my work mates and we decided to head over to dennys. i was very nervous at first (due to my anxiety), but I took a klonopin and soon everything...
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well i am about to go to work..again. I was already there for over 3 hours today counting the tips and doing a personal development plan with my manager (which means i am one step closer to a promotion). and now i am going back to close the store, another four hours of work. oh well.

i am thinking of applying to be an SG....
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It is the middle of the night. I first layed down at about midnight, but I started to wake up about 45 minutes ago. Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night I find myself rubbing myself. Sometimes its my breasts, my mostly my clit. So that is what happens tonight. By the time I actually realize what I am doing it...
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i am actually updating. yay for me. i havent been on here forever. it has been a crazy few weeks. i have been in therapy for my agoraphobia. i was trying to work it all out without meds, but that didnt pan out. so now i am on meds..again..yay..not. they arent really working yet. but hopefully something will work and soon, i am tired of...
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