long time no post. just got back from s.f. saw rancids last show of the tour and it kicked fucking ass as usual. making plans to move out to the bay area. cant wait.
macabaret:
what if nothing satisfies my soul, or at least i havne't found it.
macabaret:
it only eases the pain for a bit. it's nights that are the hardest, that's why i usually end up staying up all night drinking myself to sleep. so i can jsut passout without any dreams. and the little bit i'm awake will be spent numb. memories and dreams that may never be haunt me constantly. waht if's and hopes crushed race through my mind constantly.
i come off as a carefree person, which, when i'm happy. i think i am, but over all i'm paranoid and petrified.
i come off as a carefree person, which, when i'm happy. i think i am, but over all i'm paranoid and petrified.
vorbei:
the real video's cooler in my opinion...
(plus #2 and justin sane make for good eye candy)
(plus #2 and justin sane make for good eye candy)
i met this amazing woman, the other night. we really hit it off and had so much in common. the thing is i dont know if she feels the same, in fact, i am sure she doesn't. i am way to marginal to stand out in any womans mind. at the time they are chatting with me, they may recognize something, but the next day,...
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jorryn:
What do you want to know? Ask
Tell me something about yourself
Tell me something about yourself
jorryn:
More often then not I drank too much. Now I haven't had a drink in over a year and a half.
Interestingly enough it has been over a year and a half since I have puked
Interestingly enough it has been over a year and a half since I have puked
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madeleine:
Yes, I lived in both Denver and Phoenix. And I agree...the Black Dahlia Murder did put on a pretty good live show. I'm not into their music all that much - or Hatebreed's, for that matter - but it was fun watching them.
i hate love.
my heart has been torn open.
spilling all that was inside.
its left dry, witherd, and black...
DEAD.
my heart has been torn open.
spilling all that was inside.
its left dry, witherd, and black...
DEAD.
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lazuli:
Thank You for the comment on my set!
madeleine:
You saw them too? That's great. They're so much fun to watch live!
You're a Denver native but live in Phoenix? Those two cities are a couple of my old stomping grounds. How do you like Arizona?
You're a Denver native but live in Phoenix? Those two cities are a couple of my old stomping grounds. How do you like Arizona?
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jorryn:
Wow, I spent mine learning how to wash old people in extended care....I tought it didn't get much better than that but being alone in a bar would be even worse!! 
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have you ever wanted so badly to fall in love?????have you ever wanted so badly to have someone fall in love with you??????
sunna:
...Get a life.
I hear the Bay Area rocks though.