medusaq

i talked to jeremy a few days ago & told him that i just want to be friends...he took it pretty well, because we both know that it'll be a long time, if ever, before we can stop shouldering our baggage from the past when we interact. we have a new friendship to build before anything is safe.

i am so tired. up all night next to the girl. i like being around her so much i find it hard to waste a moment sleeping.

her name is "Concussion". we hung out a few times & she's absolutely incredible. in terms of verbal battle, mystery, & many other things, i've met my match. she's not easy to figure out, but in a good way. i know it'll take a long time for my attention to wane. we have a way of challenging one another...there is balance. i told her i like her. i think she's relieved. she has something some people call a bubble, but i feel something more like an electric force field...it feels good. she becomes softer in the dark. there is something sweet beneath the rough edges & hard facade.

we have had very little physical contact, but she makes me wet.
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oh, & hi wozencraft.
paraphrase well...it's your duty as a sidekick.