someone, whose name i fear mentioning here based on the high probability of google searches on her name, is interested in me. much to my surprise & amazement. you see, she's not the most forward person...& didn't seem the most accessible either...she's got lots of walls up. however, she tore at least one down by letting me know she's pursuing me. which was cool.
i'm not sure what to think. i used to wonder about her, but then got the impression that she wasn't terribly interested in females. then i got the impression that she wasn't terribly interested in me...then she started calling at least once a week & inviting me to do things...but i always avoided it because i thought it would be awkward & didn't want to drive all the way to the city & wind up lost. plus my head was madness & i was isolating quite a bit.
anyway, i missed all the signals.
very unlike me.
we will hang out on friday.
hopefully, i will learn what to think & feel about all of this.
i'm not sure what to think. i used to wonder about her, but then got the impression that she wasn't terribly interested in females. then i got the impression that she wasn't terribly interested in me...then she started calling at least once a week & inviting me to do things...but i always avoided it because i thought it would be awkward & didn't want to drive all the way to the city & wind up lost. plus my head was madness & i was isolating quite a bit.
anyway, i missed all the signals.
very unlike me.
we will hang out on friday.
hopefully, i will learn what to think & feel about all of this.
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& good call on the lyric finish. i'm going to think about you and sex and bees as the holy trinity from now on.
visit, yes. well, no. but i've begun packaging. it's going to be a little scrapbook of my life at 3am unfortunately.
[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 9:20PM]
or dinfrent