tonight i hung out with J. at first i wondered, again, if this girl might be too unsure of herself...to awkward or immature, something i can't put my finger on. or several things, perhaps.
but there's something -- when she's being sweet, when she's comfortable in her skin {which may be solely when she's being sexual?!}, she's irresistably comfortable...she feels so good.
BEFORE:
we kissed. a lot. i almost made it the 45 days i'd set for myself to go without sexual contact. oh well. 43 days isn't bad.
oops.
it was worth it. yes, yes, it really was.
AFTER:
good stuff.
but there's something -- when she's being sweet, when she's comfortable in her skin {which may be solely when she's being sexual?!}, she's irresistably comfortable...she feels so good.
BEFORE:



we kissed. a lot. i almost made it the 45 days i'd set for myself to go without sexual contact. oh well. 43 days isn't bad.
oops.
it was worth it. yes, yes, it really was.

AFTER:


good stuff.

rainwolfkin:
you look a wee bit ruffled and flushing in your second grouping of photos

cosyne:
Why 45 days? And WHY without sexual contact? That's a good way to go insane!