the universe wants me to be alone. even with my ex boi in my bed, i can't get any affection. that usually sufficed in the past - a safe way to get some without the entanglements of a relationship or someone who doesn't understand me...
...so, apparently, it's really time to learn to be alone. i can't get sexual validation anywhere! i recently realized how much i have based my emotions on what OTHER people are feeling toward me...whether anyone wants me or there's anyone in my life to want...what's that you say? codependecy...noooo... well. actually. yeah.
if you knew me, you'd have no idea...tricky tricky.
AHHH! though, I saw Lesbians on Ecstacy & LE TIGRE last night!! {uhhhuhhuhhhh....}
What a FUCKING awesome show! grrrr....& lots of hot grrrls...
...so, apparently, it's really time to learn to be alone. i can't get sexual validation anywhere! i recently realized how much i have based my emotions on what OTHER people are feeling toward me...whether anyone wants me or there's anyone in my life to want...what's that you say? codependecy...noooo... well. actually. yeah.
if you knew me, you'd have no idea...tricky tricky.
AHHH! though, I saw Lesbians on Ecstacy & LE TIGRE last night!! {uhhhuhhuhhhh....}
What a FUCKING awesome show! grrrr....& lots of hot grrrls...
letigre!! yay! and yes, there are always hot girls at their shows.