i feel happy today. i like you people. you make me smile.
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i had to wear business attire to work today because there were MATCH reviews (where gov. officials from the state come to discuss the progress of the kids' psychological/behavioral treatment & their possible continuation of funding). i went to meetings & acted professional. it was like being in theatre.
it's fun to...
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i had to wear business attire to work today because there were MATCH reviews (where gov. officials from the state come to discuss the progress of the kids' psychological/behavioral treatment & their possible continuation of funding). i went to meetings & acted professional. it was like being in theatre.
it's fun to...
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i slept in a teepee last night. it was really cozy & warm, all blankets & dirt & friends & sleeping bag cocoons. today we're all working on the garden & labyrinth in the yard, & tonight is a sweat lodge.
a refreshing morning, marred only mildly by my hangover.
a refreshing morning, marred only mildly by my hangover.
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brighteye:
oooh i wanna play injun. i am like 1/8th cherokee. that sounds like so much fun and a great way to get reconnected with that which is larger that ourselves...a lil ego cleansing does the body good
have some fun for me!
btw lyric is my new lady friend from ga but my question for you is, "will you go with me?"
have some fun for me!
btw lyric is my new lady friend from ga but my question for you is, "will you go with me?"
mro:
I can't believe that you openly admit to checking out David Bowie's package! Ha ha ha ha hahaaaaaaaaa 
i met a girl on-line (on PlanetOut) who wants to be my friend. she lives near me. she has sex with girls. she wants to pay for my ticket to see NIN in May. i hope she's not a serial killer, 'cuz i really want to go to NIN.
i wouldn't be talking to people on-line as much as i do if it weren't for...
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rainwolfkin:
i dont like fucking with peoples heads! (unless they're scum and deserve it, in which case they'll be so totally fucked)
i had extreme mania today. it was peaceful & fun at first. i spent my day being silly & trying to make my girls laugh.
{i work at a residential treatment facility for children & adolescents with behavioral & emotional issues...aka a mental hospital...with girls 12 to 18 years old}.
they looked at me like i was crazy all day & laughed a lot. this...
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{i work at a residential treatment facility for children & adolescents with behavioral & emotional issues...aka a mental hospital...with girls 12 to 18 years old}.
they looked at me like i was crazy all day & laughed a lot. this...
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i can't believe how amazingly sweet all you hardcore fuckers really are...i fucking love SG!
i just "met" a really cool guy. well, we haven't actually even talked, but he wants to be my friend & it turns out i really want him to be my friend. check out BrightEye if you haven't already met him. he's my idol today.
i've been so depressed &...
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i just "met" a really cool guy. well, we haven't actually even talked, but he wants to be my friend & it turns out i really want him to be my friend. check out BrightEye if you haven't already met him. he's my idol today.
i've been so depressed &...
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brighteye:
i just imported one sexy sg georgia peach maybe there is room in the basket for one more
I lived on Seneca Lake in NY for a couple of years in my early 20's and knew that area and Ithaca pretty well...you must really miss it this time of year
Love your taste in music, Coco Rosie and Tilly and the Wall stole my heart with their mix of talent, originality, and sexyness last month. I'll send you a link to those pics when I get a chance.
i just imported one sexy sg georgia peach maybe there is room in the basket for one more
I lived on Seneca Lake in NY for a couple of years in my early 20's and knew that area and Ithaca pretty well...you must really miss it this time of year
Love your taste in music, Coco Rosie and Tilly and the Wall stole my heart with their mix of talent, originality, and sexyness last month. I'll send you a link to those pics when I get a chance.
ria:
presents...
send me your snail mail address [riahat@gmail.com], and if nothing else there will be words.
send me your snail mail address [riahat@gmail.com], and if nothing else there will be words.
i'm like a child who stopped playing with her toy truck months ago, but then this other kid comes along and wants to play with it and now i'm like, "NO! DON'T FUCKING TOUCH THAT! IT'S MINE!"
i am a masochistic freak. i convince myself that i want someone i don't really want in order to be able to explain my depression & anxiety. in...
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i am a masochistic freak. i convince myself that i want someone i don't really want in order to be able to explain my depression & anxiety. in...
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rainwolfkin:
yeah, i know the feeling. you wont be alone long though. that never happens. you're so one of the most lovable people on the planet! dude, i remember ithaca and you always had about 20 boyfriends or something who would have done anything for you even if you happened to mistreat them or something. and then comes all the girlfriends (but i dont know as much about that).
what i always say is, 'joke them if they can't take a fuck' (a bastardization of 'fuck them if they can't take a joke') it seems to be applicable to every situation of my life at all times. makes me feel better. joke them.
glad that you have fond memories of ohio. its unfortunate that i can't see kyle. he just moved to seattle (maybe him and cosyne can hook up?). and most of my other friends have either started breeding (and consequently are totally different people) or have moved away. so yeah, i'm doing the family thing. but they made it happen for me to come here, so i have to. do you know how difficult it is to find any veg entrees at any restaurants around here? they're all blookdy steakhouses!
anyway, i wish i was down in the south with you. then i could say 'well, here we are' when you ask 'where are we'. it was so profound at them time.
what i always say is, 'joke them if they can't take a fuck' (a bastardization of 'fuck them if they can't take a joke') it seems to be applicable to every situation of my life at all times. makes me feel better. joke them.
glad that you have fond memories of ohio. its unfortunate that i can't see kyle. he just moved to seattle (maybe him and cosyne can hook up?). and most of my other friends have either started breeding (and consequently are totally different people) or have moved away. so yeah, i'm doing the family thing. but they made it happen for me to come here, so i have to. do you know how difficult it is to find any veg entrees at any restaurants around here? they're all blookdy steakhouses!
anyway, i wish i was down in the south with you. then i could say 'well, here we are' when you ask 'where are we'. it was so profound at them time.
alaspooryorick:
None. All I got left is sex.
I'm surprised the local boys haven't mobbed you yet; they're incorrigible.
I'm surprised the local boys haven't mobbed you yet; they're incorrigible.
yes. i have a following.
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rainwolfkin:
you are frightening me. dont go.
fluxuscity:
Thank you for your beautiful comments, best in show. Fuck and its alter egos are very important to me, as they should be to society in general.
Has anyone ever told you that, in a strange way, your photo gives you the appearance of being a superhero - your following may be in awe of your daring flying abilities.
30% off all squid
Has anyone ever told you that, in a strange way, your photo gives you the appearance of being a superhero - your following may be in awe of your daring flying abilities.
30% off all squidall of you should plan me a surprise party & come make me fucking smile, dammit! i need attention! rrrrrruuuuhhh!
and also:
fuck today.
what a waste.
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rainwolfkin, i really wish i'd heard my phone ringing. i had music on too loud. now i'm crying again.
i feel a dull throbbing, tearing pain everywhere.
your words made me feel happy & i'm thankful...
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and also:
fuck today.
what a waste.
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rainwolfkin, i really wish i'd heard my phone ringing. i had music on too loud. now i'm crying again.
i feel a dull throbbing, tearing pain everywhere.
your words made me feel happy & i'm thankful...
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urrrgh.
but moving on...
a couple nights ago i saw the full moon. i laid down on the cement driveway & watched the clouds moving across the sky, the moon hovering in the air. so bright. i breathed in the air consciously. you could feel spring coming. {since i'm in the south, you could probably feel summer coming, although it's hard to tell the difference...}...
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but moving on...
a couple nights ago i saw the full moon. i laid down on the cement driveway & watched the clouds moving across the sky, the moon hovering in the air. so bright. i breathed in the air consciously. you could feel spring coming. {since i'm in the south, you could probably feel summer coming, although it's hard to tell the difference...}...
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letigre:
the last time i laid down on the ground and watched the sky, i thought i was going to get arrested. it was in a high school parking lot and we were very drunk. a cop rolled in and found us laid out on the asphalt. he made us line up around his police car and put or hands on the hood while he frisked us. i thought my fingers were going to melt because the hood was so hot from the running engine. he let us go after a little humiliation was instilled. jerk.
rainwolfkin:
i tried to call you tonight. but i got your answering message. you're so twangy. living in the south'll do that to you. remember in NY and i still called soda, pop? oh yeah. i'm so redneck baby. i'm so tired, and i'm so drunk, and i get up at 6am to take a flight to america where i'll breath in the cold frozen air of a deserted landscape. a place of utter emptiness and barren naked fields of corn stalks that were slaughtered ages ago. you stopped through there once or twice. a stepping stone in your journeys. i'll always feel the imprint you left on me. i'll always hear your voice softing tingling in my ears. you are the dream that colours my sight upon waking from long overdue hours of sleep. you are the silence that speaks contentment to my heart.
the universe wants me to be alone. even with my ex boi in my bed, i can't get any affection. that usually sufficed in the past - a safe way to get some without the entanglements of a relationship or someone who doesn't understand me...
...so, apparently, it's really time to learn to be alone. i can't get sexual validation anywhere! i recently realized how...
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...so, apparently, it's really time to learn to be alone. i can't get sexual validation anywhere! i recently realized how...
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rainwolfkin:
sorry that you are feeling alone. 
letigre:
sometimes being alone is a good thing. we just dont always recognize it.
letigre!! yay! and yes, there are always hot girls at their shows.
letigre!! yay! and yes, there are always hot girls at their shows.
my ex-boifriend is in my house.
oi.
oi.
cosyne:
Hey, at least it isn't Justin Benjamin....
ghostina:
oi! ps- i love the get up kids....and i'm wearing a modest mouse shirt right now.
ps- i love the get up kids....and i'm wearing a modest mouse shirt right now. i made vegan tacos last night.
today my stummy is making weird noises, like air's leaking out of my belly button.
today my stummy is making weird noises, like air's leaking out of my belly button.
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rainwolfkin:
so, while we were apart...i finally hit that final stage of puberty--you know, when your boobs grow just a bit more. i was really happy before this happened:
now they just bounce too much...
now they just bounce too much...
medusaq:
yes. i think mine are shrinking. i'm sorry for your gain.
you're hot, though, all the same...
you're hot, though, all the same...
You look kinda strange-yet-cute in your suit. Hmmm, bizarre.