medusaq

btw, i think you should marry MRO. he's furry and he lives close to me.

yes, do you have msn messagner?

Three weeks isn't too long to be happy. Three uninterrupted years maybe, but three weeks is normal. I don't think you're due for a crash & burn yet. At any rate, good luck.

Rickets the Clown

The blackouts weren't good blackouts
And they didn't feel nice
I bumped my head
When I fell over twice


I still debate there is a huuuuuuuuge difference between being one and being alone but, regardless of my own argumentative thoughts, I am so pleased to hear you say you are happy. I hope it lasts for a long, long time, moreso because your pretty face doesn't suit being all miserable and frowny.

Oh, and you see the last few pages of your book about evil women? The ones which have been left 'intentionally blank'? That's a chapter reserved for your life, that is

This is from my senior thesis. I don't agree with you now, but I kinda did a while ago:

Kierkegaard writes in Philosophical Fragments that nothing comes into existence as a result of necessity. By definition, the necessary "is" always. It cannot, therefore, come into existence, for the things which come into existence go from possibility to actuality, and the possible is never the necessary. Coming into to existence never involves necessity, Kierkegaard argues, for if necessity plays any role in the process of coming into existence, the thing would have already come into existence and remained there, for it is necessary that it "is" so. Kierkegaard therefore concludes that the necessary is a category unto itself, and that the "transition from possibility to actuality takes place with freedom."
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Actuality never becomes necessary. This is significant because the past retains the same status as that of the future and the present: uncertain when brought before the mind's eye. The fact that the past becomes, after it has existed, an object for consciousness does not make it necessary, for this would mean that the one who apprehends necessarily adds something to that which is apprehended, thus making the presumed object of apprehension never the same as the desired object of apprehension, brought before the mind's eye. The only thing the past loses in becoming the past and not the present is the opportunity to become sense content. That which brings the past into being remains hidden. Neither existence nor recollection yield any real clues as to the how of its coming into being. The conjunction of one past event with another changes nothing insofar as the how of the being of the past is concerned. That something is remembered as coming into existence does not demonstrate the necessity that it come into existence in one way rather than another.
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Immediate certainty is able to be had of all that which one is both contemporary with and apprehended through the uses of the sense. But such knowledge is certain only insofar as it is concerned with the "what" of that which is apprehended: immediate certainty is lost as soon as one looks to the "how." That an event "is," this information the senses are well equiped to provide. But, if asked how the transition from that which was not to that which is took place, one does herself no good to look to the senses for an answer. If one looks at soldiers fighting a war, one may well be able to tell that the people are fighting, but one could not know why the soldiers choose to stand and fight rather than run. The immediate perception, through the senses, of an event or series of events provides absolutely no knowledge of that which brought it into being.


...but anyways, my thesis was about the nonnecessity of the meaning of the past, and not about science or anything like that. And the more I reread my thesis the more I think I totally disagree with you, but thanks for giving me the opportunity to post part of my boring-ass thesis on the net. Sorry if you actually read it.


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You got to cuddle n' stuff. Yay!!

escape is grand. glad you had a good trip. i need one soon.
come over and i will drag your ass down to the expo with me. i am going again today to buy more swag.

about the gmail thing, i have a buttload of invites that i dont know what to do with. you can make yourself an email addy for the dirty porny sites that your frequent. email for one if you like.

Nooooooooooooooooooooooo, don't go

Anyway, when are ya coming to the UK? Hmmmm??? C'monnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

I'll bet you'd have gotten your drugs quicker if you'd gone through with the tantrum. They would just want to get you out of there...it's really amazing what a little scene-causing can do.

Thank you for your comment. You're incredibly sweet.

today i want to tell you that you are beautiful. i'm selfish for being your friend i think. there's never been a single moment when you didn't take the time to feel exactly what i was going through. you're the only person in the world that i know that does this. i think you're special. and i think i'm greedy for forcing you to be my friend. you're perfect to me.

That's a lovely picture of you and J cheek to cheek (the one from last week). I was just about to ask how come you manage to attract so many beautiful ladies (J, Rainwolfkin etc) but I have already answered my own question - it's because you are a genuine, lovely person.

I won't ask why you call that place the Honey Hole because I fear my imagination has thrown up something entirely different to the reason why you gave that place it's name What is it's purpose, tho? Is is a home for you all? A playgroup thing? Or just a random project to entertain the kids?

Take it easy

I would love to spend a similar weekend with you. It kicked ass big time. When are you coming over to the UK then? Hmmmm????

Oh, i'm glad you clarified something too - I thought Americorp was a stockbroking company, like Bancorp or Ameritrade. I didn't realise it was a peace keeping thing. So it's kinda like the American Army but you don't leave the country, you just fight local wars. Yes? Cooooool. Do you have a gun n' stuff?

jason *shudder*. i think we've both known some creeps in our lifetime. i was telling a story the other day and realized that everyone i was talking about was in prison or had done something highly illegal in the course of this story and i finally had to admit to myself that i tend to hand around with shady people...

spring break sounds fun
you needs to find yourself a good woman well it looks like this is the place to be *dj scratch*
god damn clouds!
keep on dancing!
*churns butter*

oh yeah, by the way, my room is really messy too. can you come over and help me clean it up?

How can anyone be vegan by virtue of the fact that HAM exists...<drool>...?

you look a wee bit ruffled and flushing in your second grouping of photos

Why 45 days? And WHY without sexual contact? That's a good way to go insane!

hi there...sounds like you are a warrior for sure.

call me this weekend if you get the chance...maybe we can hang out.