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jeremy came to visit me. he would like to be with me. someday. maybe soon. but first he wants to get some therapy. fine with me. i love him, but am at complete peace with whatever may happen. mostly because i think we'll soon be trying out something we tried about 10 1/2 years ago. & if we don't, we're great friends & nothing quite...
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rainwolfkin:
i never thought that one day you would have a lisence and a car, and i would have neither.
please post photos.
i'll be thinking of you at the show today, sending out energy across the ocean. dont forget to be receptive!

please post photos.

i'll be thinking of you at the show today, sending out energy across the ocean. dont forget to be receptive!
mro:
Oooh oooh ooooh you have a new car! A brand spanking new car, not one with a hundred squillion miles already on the clock. Does it have that 'new car' smell still? (Or have you ruined it by....ummm.....'christening' it
)
You realise, of course, that all of a sudden you are going to become the designated driver and unofficial chauffeur for all of your mates. Ha!
Anyway, we want pics! We want pics!

You realise, of course, that all of a sudden you are going to become the designated driver and unofficial chauffeur for all of your mates. Ha!
Anyway, we want pics! We want pics!

well, jeremy freaked out. he needs to do some self-evaluation, regrets having sex with me (out of wedlock specifically), & has other loose ends to tie up in his life. we're still friends, but it'll be a while before, if ever, anything romantic happens between us.
still, he's coming here to visit tonight for a day or two. he's helping me look for a new...
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rainwolfkin:
i'm sorry that jeremy freaked out. but i am happy that you guys are still friends. you 2 have shared a lot in your lifetimes and that's a good thing. its not a good thing to be so far away to someone who is so close if you get what i mean.
sometimes i wish the same for people in my past, but sometimes i just think that people change too much and the people who i once knew aren't the same people anymore. and i haven't shared anything with the people they've become.
this life thing is so complicated i'm not sure i'll ever figure it out.
i hope that searching for a new car is going good. if we ever see each other again, we should definately set a car on fire (preferably not one of our cars), just for old times sake.
sometimes i wish the same for people in my past, but sometimes i just think that people change too much and the people who i once knew aren't the same people anymore. and i haven't shared anything with the people they've become.
this life thing is so complicated i'm not sure i'll ever figure it out.
i hope that searching for a new car is going good. if we ever see each other again, we should definately set a car on fire (preferably not one of our cars), just for old times sake.


rainwolfkin:
i;m such a lucky lucky girrrl. Kinto just offered me a free ticket to a festival in london tomorrow. and guess who i'm gonna see???? --> Tegan and Sara.

you fill this space between everywhere two paths converge & part, familiar & untouched. remember the girl living underground & sprouting new antennae, grammar thrones & unending wells pressing the skin under scars & overgrown paths, easy kinship salty ocean brackish water fresh springs gushing geisers. indigo blood running together running away. press me closer & breathe grass greener.
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cosyne:
I just noticed that his shirt says "Kid Icarus" on it. That's rad!
saintadatha:
of course this is easier than finding someone new.
but then, this urge to "move on" and "find something/one new" is, imho, something unpleasantly capitalist and cosmopolitan at its heart.
i see nothing wrong with hanging out with him, and i disagree with MRO's cynicism. a couple of my closest friends are exs. and we've never ending up back in bed (do there! *pokes tongue*).
and yet, there is truth there also. remember that you have, for whatever reasons, moved apart from oneanother. when we rediscover someone from our past it is all too easy to slip into our old ways of living with them...
hell i don't know. i'm more confused and over-analytical than you, so i don't think i'm the best for advice.
what everyone else would say to me:
stop analysing it and go with the flow. just be careful.
what i would say to myself:
i think- no, wait. actually don't. no do. but maybe...
sod. now i'm confused...
(he seems cool. and lovely.
even if he is a God-Lover...)
x
but then, this urge to "move on" and "find something/one new" is, imho, something unpleasantly capitalist and cosmopolitan at its heart.
i see nothing wrong with hanging out with him, and i disagree with MRO's cynicism. a couple of my closest friends are exs. and we've never ending up back in bed (do there! *pokes tongue*).
and yet, there is truth there also. remember that you have, for whatever reasons, moved apart from oneanother. when we rediscover someone from our past it is all too easy to slip into our old ways of living with them...
hell i don't know. i'm more confused and over-analytical than you, so i don't think i'm the best for advice.
what everyone else would say to me:
stop analysing it and go with the flow. just be careful.
what i would say to myself:
i think- no, wait. actually don't. no do. but maybe...
sod. now i'm confused...
(he seems cool. and lovely.
even if he is a God-Lover...)
x

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mro:
Hmmm. Not getting broody, are you???

sophie:
wow! those are gorgeous, amazing, incredible pictures miss thang!
thank you for saying something today! i'm glad i stopped by!

thank you for saying something today! i'm glad i stopped by!

in "that boy" news:
turns out his current values are different from mine. he wants someone to fuck, knowing he's still in love with his ex, & i want someone to have mind sex with...& also fuck. but i like to have a person's full attention...at least right now.
so that entanglement is fucked.
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turns out his current values are different from mine. he wants someone to fuck, knowing he's still in love with his ex, & i want someone to have mind sex with...& also fuck. but i like to have a person's full attention...at least right now.
so that entanglement is fucked.
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marlowe:
Poi is awesome. I'm just starting to learn myself. It's a whole hell of a lot harder than it looks. That's for sure. Lucky for me, I think there is a group that does it in Athens. At least there was, but the main guy moved back to Scotland.
mro:
Hmmm, in which case i'll skip reading your next journal. Babies aren't really my cup of tea, thanks.
Still, yay you (again) for having a top time at the moondance.
Still, yay you (again) for having a top time at the moondance.

medusaq:
um. photos.
i found some blow & a connection promising future supplies with no end in sight. yay for me & my charismatic ways of broadening my social circles, often leading me to endless supplies of mind/body altering substances. & friends.
so, i hung out with that boy again.
i like him more, i like him less. i don't have any idea what i want. but, it's...
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so, i hung out with that boy again.
i like him more, i like him less. i don't have any idea what i want. but, it's...
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rainwolfkin:
mmm, blow. is there anything better? i mean, besides love (but i'm a hopeless romantic like that).
i haven't had my photos from MoonDance developed yet, but it was a lot of fun. i got to walk around in comfortable clothes without any shoes & chew with my mouth open. my friend jesika, who has allowed me to dress her up like me, dressed me up like her for fun. i was a sexy hippie bitch.
i saw lots of pagan families,...
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mro:
*thonk*
mro:
Yes - thonk. It's the sound you make when you fall over drunk
So, tell me about your 'exploring'......

So, tell me about your 'exploring'......
this afternoon i'm leaving for the weekend to go to MoonDance, a local pagan festival.
photos & stories to come...
photos & stories to come...

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letigre:
have fun!
mro:
MPfh. I am spending too much time twiddling my thumbs while I wait for the pics and stories. Hurry upppppppppp *snivel*
i am not lost at sea. i am on an expedition. searching for something that was never lost.
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A REALLY CLEAR PHOTO OF THE HUMAN HEART?
i'm working on a costume for an alice in wonderland themed party & NEEEEEED a good photo of the human heart to fully realize the idea in my head.
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A REALLY CLEAR PHOTO OF THE HUMAN HEART?
i'm working on a costume for an alice in wonderland themed party & NEEEEEED a good photo of the human heart to fully realize the idea in my head.
rainwolfkin:
i google imaged 'heart' and got a lot of realitic stuff, and anatomically correct models as well as all the usual irrelevant stuff
like this, which is (unsurprizingly) from a jesus crispy site:

like this, which is (unsurprizingly) from a jesus crispy site:

cosyne:
I played the Cheshire Cat in High School. Oh, and I broke my nose and 4 of my teeth today. Jealous?
you must check out:
Bright Eyes on Leno
it's been labeled a "scathing attack on the president". ha.
the "filmishmish" which he says twice at the end means something along the lines of "yeah, right" or "fat chance"...
brilliance. what an insane stunt, in that the song's not on either album & now there's all kinds of controversy...jay leno's getting hate mail apparently.
patriots. hmmm....
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Bright Eyes on Leno
it's been labeled a "scathing attack on the president". ha.
the "filmishmish" which he says twice at the end means something along the lines of "yeah, right" or "fat chance"...
brilliance. what an insane stunt, in that the song's not on either album & now there's all kinds of controversy...jay leno's getting hate mail apparently.
patriots. hmmm....
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rainwolfkin:
did i tell you about the craziest trip i ever had? my body bled into the background and there was no me anymore. at least not physically.
i have since rediscovered my materiality. (kind of.)

rainwolfkin:
did you get lost at sea? remember that i love you.
Sooooooo, you want to be stolen and smuggled in to my little castle in Jersey, do ya? Hmmmmmm
*hunt's around for a suitably-sized suitcase in which to put MedusaQ*