mechanicalorder

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so, some one renewed my acount for me. for three months.

i wonder who is was... who ever you are... you should make yourself known.

peace, and much love.

started classes at macomb community college last week. i have three art classes and one english class. the art classes are fundamentals of illustration, color and design, and figure illustration. i need practice at drawing people. im way out of practice. in figure illustration.. there are nude models that we get to draw.

the other classes are pretty sweet. i think i will enjoy this...
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im relocating to ypsilanti. moving some stuff tonight. and the rest in about a week.

now, i just have to get a job out there. and make some friends out there.

i wanna move to ann arbor. and i have a pretty good chance that i can. but every one i know, and care about, are against me moving. and say that it would be a bad idea. EVERYONE. i dont understand it. these people are the dearist people to me. and they dont support my desicion. so... now im having second thoughts.


the devil lives...
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i wish some one would take me out on a date for once... come on... im poor. and im a cheap date. hell... basicly a free date. i dont need money spent on me. i just want some one to hang out with me. haha. or to pick me up and take me some where else to hang out. any where but here.

i found out i was cheated on.


i am destined to be alone.

im starting to suspet somehting is up. there are all the signs there. but i dont wanna see them. i want things to be fine... but i have a feeling that they are not. what to do? what to do? i thought she was my sould mate... but if she really was... then she would not be doing what she is doing to me. oh...
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i have a broken arm and no insurence so there for i have a splint on my arm and do doc will see me, cause i have no insurance. FUCKIN LAME. they all want money up front. three hundred dollars to put some fiberglass on my arm. what the fuck.

well since i have not been able to play my guitar i had to cancel...
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i met some one... she is beautiful. im happy... for once...

im lonley. i miss having someone to cuddle with. and watch a movie. or having some one to wake up too... oh well. what can ya do. i have poor judgment. and always pick the crazy ones. who cant trust me though i do nothing to make them not trust me. oh well.

i am sad.