it's too hot. germany is not supposed to be in the 90s. especially when there is not a lick of air conditioning to be found in the country.... i'm laying here topless, too hot to sleep and too tired to be awake.
anyone want to go with me in the morning to buy hair dye? i'm completely out of pink. and that just will not...
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anyone want to go with me in the morning to buy hair dye? i'm completely out of pink. and that just will not...
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all i want is the taste the colour. i want to feel the vibrant hue, the intensity of the wavelengths it emits... i can't stop the paint... it needs to pour from me, i have to feel whole again.
no matter how many colours i use, black is still my favourite.
me.
no matter how many colours i use, black is still my favourite.
me.
i don't know why i torment myself by asking for certain schools to send me info when i know i can't go. i recently requested info from the school of art institute of chicago... and it came in the mail today, and i am nearly in tears over how much i wish i was going to art school. it hurts my heart like there's no...
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"I would say I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not. I excel at not giving a shit. Experience has taught me that interest begets expectation and expectation begets disappointment, so the key to avoiding disappointment is to avoid interest. A=B=C=A or whatever. I also don't have much interest in being a good person or a bad person, from what I can tell, either way...
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switchcomb:
"I excel at not giving a shit"
Thats a great quote.
Thats a great quote.
*** Just a lot of Bitching***
Why are people so vastly disappointing? I wonder moreover why I let myself have hope that they aren't, time and time again... meah. But really on a large scale, the numbers are staggering.
Im tired. Just so unbelievably tired of all of it. Trying to make friends, talking to humans, interacting even on the most basic level at work,...
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Why are people so vastly disappointing? I wonder moreover why I let myself have hope that they aren't, time and time again... meah. But really on a large scale, the numbers are staggering.
Im tired. Just so unbelievably tired of all of it. Trying to make friends, talking to humans, interacting even on the most basic level at work,...
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emma35:
ah i know what you mean about work. I hate lazy ass people that don't do their job...cause you always end up picking up the slack.
I am excited about going back to school in the fall too. Spending this much time with my parents is starting to get to me. but ya know i think I needed to get away from my life for a while and just relax and not worry about stuff.
So you are getting your own apartment? Do you get to live alone???? I would love too. Rent is just so expensive. Actually I would love to live with just one person but I don't think that will happen soon
Hope you have fun decorating and all that ! 
When are you guys going to illinois?
I am excited about going back to school in the fall too. Spending this much time with my parents is starting to get to me. but ya know i think I needed to get away from my life for a while and just relax and not worry about stuff.
So you are getting your own apartment? Do you get to live alone???? I would love too. Rent is just so expensive. Actually I would love to live with just one person but I don't think that will happen soon
Hope you have fun decorating and all that ! When are you guys going to illinois?i love new piercings so much. mmm.
i also love blowing my paycheck before the middle of the month, (i only get paid once a month instead of twice)
yay!
i feel bad for little people. the ones that want to be in show biz anyway, they just don't get the same amount of work they used to, i mean with all the digital photo...
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i also love blowing my paycheck before the middle of the month, (i only get paid once a month instead of twice)
yay!
i feel bad for little people. the ones that want to be in show biz anyway, they just don't get the same amount of work they used to, i mean with all the digital photo...
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what do you think tragus or daith?
decayingyouth:
Tragus. I like tragus
i want a cigarrette.
can i just say how much i fucking hate people and their business degrees. fucking mindless drones. and people tell me that i'm wasting my education by majoring in something i like.
fucking idiots.
can i just say how much i fucking hate people and their business degrees. fucking mindless drones. and people tell me that i'm wasting my education by majoring in something i like.
fucking idiots.
emma35:
you are awesome for majoring in something you like.
i'm thinking of giving up solid food, become a total liquid feind. maybe a drunken artist... or a spun poet. sounds kosher to me.
maybe a drunken artist... or a spun poet. sounds kosher to me."this is black ops, and you look like a pile- on"
i'm feeling mellow. i think it's the sun, it makes me sleepy and really gross. the sun gives me boils; literally. if i'm out for more than 15 minutes, boils. it's gross. i avoid sunlight like the plague. i'm quite happy being the pasty queen of pastyinessville.
i did the whole spending time with...
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i'm feeling mellow. i think it's the sun, it makes me sleepy and really gross. the sun gives me boils; literally. if i'm out for more than 15 minutes, boils. it's gross. i avoid sunlight like the plague. i'm quite happy being the pasty queen of pastyinessville.
i did the whole spending time with...
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emma35:
looking good hun! your eyes are so pretty!
your eyes are so pretty!
switchcomb:
pictures are coo