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why does wine taste better with cigarrettes?

especially when you're lonely and had a shit day...

well my speech sucked hardcore hamster balls, and on top of that i think i severly wigged my teacher, which means a lower grade, i mean who would have guessed that the Manson murders would be a touchy subject. besides the fact that i went overtime, which means 10% off my grade. fuck.

i have to start working on my persuasive speech next. i'm thinking...
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do you ever get the urge to just walk out an open window? i'm sitting here writing a speech for tomorrow and the window is open, i'm in a perfectly content mood and i just saw myself walking out of the window, not to die, just to feel something extreme... or something like that. i'm not too sure. i think in a parallel universe to...
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i was just asked if i had come out. wow. it's been awhile since i've been accused of being a lesbian. i mean sure i'm wide and open about being bi and liking girls since well it's been 6 years or so that i've been telling people, but it's been there from before, but christ in a bucket, i still do like boys... they happen...
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i bloody hate people.

i'm sad that reagan, the beautiful suicidegirl doesn't update anymore. i still go and check because she always had amusing entries... but still... sadness. she's been one of my favourite SGs since i first became a member over a year ago. hm. i didn't realize it was that long ago... anyhoo... i hope she's alright and decides to post again.

nothing of any importance to say...so here it is in list format:

1. sour apple altoids... tasty.
2. fuck my stupid speech class. bullshit; conservative bullshit. i hate people, fucking conservative christians. icky fucking pang. i have to stay up late and write my outline....
3. i am a retard with lliquid eyeliner... nearly blinded myself. balls.
4. i have to work in the morning,...
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i'm trying to strech my ears just a bit so i can get some pretty new earrings and i was trying to determine how much i've stretched them so far. i can fit two 14 gauges in my ears, and a big safety pin through. i'm thinking a 12 or so. i'm not sure. i don't have any tapers or the size earring i want,...
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i have my b&b reservations in amsterdam, i have my plane tickets and hostel for rome, i have my appointment for my new ink.... eeeeeeeeeee. hurry up august and get here!

i'm having crazy cravings, for example:

*black and green olives,
*oven baked toast,
*strawberries with cool whip,
*good beans on toast (only british people can make this properly)
*a kiwi
*some tapioca
*alu gabi
*a strawberry slushie
*the chocolate covered cookie dough bites that i got at the movie theatre in s.f
*spicy curly fries
*tator tots with mustard
*bean sprouts
*a granny smith apple...
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i'm tired of the baustelle beneath my window, every morning they're out there pounding away, jackhammers, clanging pipes... for once i'd like to get a lovely night's rest and not be woken up by stupid loud men...

the past two nights i've had seriously intense dreams about two of my exes... and it just creeping me out on all sorts of levels. i like to...
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