Overwhelmed.
Too much shit to do this weekend and not enough time to do it all in it seems. Not just school, that's the majority, but I've also got to start preparing to look for jobs, gotta take are of business with the new house, and probably a bunch of other shit that I can't think of at the moment. If I make it through these next three weeks I think I'll be happy. Maybe.
And I'm not too sure what to do once I'm done with school. Sure it'd be nice to take a decent paying job, but it would also be nice to go and travel for about month or so. But if I do that, I fall behind in an already miniscule job market. Sure more jobs are being created lately, but that doesn't guarantee me anything. So I've been constantly visiting travel sites to try and book a ticket but I can never decide on when and how long I want to go for. I've got friends over there and friends here who say they can set me up with friends there as well. So it would appear that traveling wouldn't cost too much, provided I go to certain places.
But, I'm moving into a new house in a month and a half. So am I going to move straight in and then take off for a while, or am I going to rush travel and then come back and move in straight away? And then start work. Which would totally defeat the purpose of me wanting to take time off - SO I CAN FUCKING RELAX!!!! But now that just seems impossible.
Too much shit to think about, man. Thank god for Buffalo Tom - Red Letter Day. That's making things easier right now. But everything will come back when I turn the music off. I do applaud you if you've read this far through my tiresome dilemma.
Tomorrow night should be fun if a few people show up. If not it will be good to see Llona and 3030vision again.
Listen to Buffalo Tom - now.
There is no icon for being totally drained of motivation and thought. So I write this to portray that feeling. Seems a bit long of wind doens't it?
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Too much shit to do this weekend and not enough time to do it all in it seems. Not just school, that's the majority, but I've also got to start preparing to look for jobs, gotta take are of business with the new house, and probably a bunch of other shit that I can't think of at the moment. If I make it through these next three weeks I think I'll be happy. Maybe.
And I'm not too sure what to do once I'm done with school. Sure it'd be nice to take a decent paying job, but it would also be nice to go and travel for about month or so. But if I do that, I fall behind in an already miniscule job market. Sure more jobs are being created lately, but that doesn't guarantee me anything. So I've been constantly visiting travel sites to try and book a ticket but I can never decide on when and how long I want to go for. I've got friends over there and friends here who say they can set me up with friends there as well. So it would appear that traveling wouldn't cost too much, provided I go to certain places.
But, I'm moving into a new house in a month and a half. So am I going to move straight in and then take off for a while, or am I going to rush travel and then come back and move in straight away? And then start work. Which would totally defeat the purpose of me wanting to take time off - SO I CAN FUCKING RELAX!!!! But now that just seems impossible.
Too much shit to think about, man. Thank god for Buffalo Tom - Red Letter Day. That's making things easier right now. But everything will come back when I turn the music off. I do applaud you if you've read this far through my tiresome dilemma.
Tomorrow night should be fun if a few people show up. If not it will be good to see Llona and 3030vision again.
Listen to Buffalo Tom - now.
There is no icon for being totally drained of motivation and thought. So I write this to portray that feeling. Seems a bit long of wind doens't it?
Laters
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You're so young. If you can afford to travel, I say go for it. You never know what tomorrow brings, and it would be a shame to put off something you know you'd enjoy and wake up 10 years later not having done it.