As I get older, I find my thoughts drifting to the desert more often.
I am wandering over the frozen waves , undulating swells of clean sand that move unhurried, uninterested in mine, or anyone elses concerns, fears, loves and actions.
I can feel the sun on me, the wind whispering across the expanse.
I want to be naked there, I want to rub the...
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I am wandering over the frozen waves , undulating swells of clean sand that move unhurried, uninterested in mine, or anyone elses concerns, fears, loves and actions.
I can feel the sun on me, the wind whispering across the expanse.
I want to be naked there, I want to rub the...
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I took some pictures yesterday of the the crazy growth spurt of plantlife around my house. I will get them developed this week, and will post them here.
I'm out of pipe tobacco, need to run to the store.
I had to work yesterday, my boss may have lymes disease.
What is a three or four day weekend for most was a one day weekend...
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I'm out of pipe tobacco, need to run to the store.
I had to work yesterday, my boss may have lymes disease.
What is a three or four day weekend for most was a one day weekend...
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Patti Smith
She is benediction
She is addicted to he
She is the root connection and
She is connecting with me
Here I go and I don't know why
I spin so ceaselessly
Could it be he's taking over me
I'm dancing barefoot
Headed for a spin
Some strange music drags me in
It makes me come up like some heroine
She is sublimation
She...
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She is benediction
She is addicted to he
She is the root connection and
She is connecting with me
Here I go and I don't know why
I spin so ceaselessly
Could it be he's taking over me
I'm dancing barefoot
Headed for a spin
Some strange music drags me in
It makes me come up like some heroine
She is sublimation
She...
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I was thinking, today, how quick we are, as humans, to make snap judgements.
Snap judgements about objects, or ideas or people.
We glance at something (litrally or figuratively), and its outline, its silhouette, makes an impression on us that we tend to carry over as more of the object is revealed to us, even if it was a false impression.
We owe it to...
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Snap judgements about objects, or ideas or people.
We glance at something (litrally or figuratively), and its outline, its silhouette, makes an impression on us that we tend to carry over as more of the object is revealed to us, even if it was a false impression.
We owe it to...
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trixel:
I never wear my glasses. I avoid the details.
trixel:
I'm going to nerd out now.
I miss you terribly.
I'm going to wake you up when I get home.
I may require things.
I miss you terribly.
I'm going to wake you up when I get home.
I may require things.
I forgot to wear a belt today.
My pants are falling off my ass, as these pants are too large.
Been reading random peoples entries.
Something I am having a hard time getting around is peoples inability to make themselves content, and the requirements they have of other people to make them content.
I should qualify this.
It is up to us to make ourselves...
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My pants are falling off my ass, as these pants are too large.
Been reading random peoples entries.
Something I am having a hard time getting around is peoples inability to make themselves content, and the requirements they have of other people to make them content.
I should qualify this.
It is up to us to make ourselves...
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trixel:
*whispers in your ear*
trixel:
It's snowing here.
Shower.
Extreme longing.
Shower.
Extreme longing.
Back muscle, behind shoulder blade, is unhappy.
Finding protrusions like door handles, and corners of door jams, to press into.
It hurts deliciously. I need an elbow and weight there. It makes snappy crackly noises, the muscle.
My groin is already in a constant state of mild arousal.
Working the muscle in my back exacerbates said swelling.
Carry on.
Finding protrusions like door handles, and corners of door jams, to press into.
It hurts deliciously. I need an elbow and weight there. It makes snappy crackly noises, the muscle.
My groin is already in a constant state of mild arousal.
Working the muscle in my back exacerbates said swelling.
Carry on.
trixel:
You need me 
I'd walk on your back if I were there.
Ditto me on groin.
I'd walk on your back if I were there.
Ditto me on groin.
fortysix_and_two:
Thanks for the comment.
I like to think of myself as a strong person, but this came out of left-field, and was publicized within my area... took me off guard.
I like to think of myself as a strong person, but this came out of left-field, and was publicized within my area... took me off guard.
Raining this morning.
Very pretty out.
I am horny.
More importantly, I don't want to be alone anymore.
Plans.
Plans that span a fairly significant amount of time, both before and after.
Moreso after than before.
Smart, at least.
I wonder if I am nicer now, or circumstance merely does not elicit the uh, less nice, side of me.
I guess we will find out.
Very pretty out.
I am horny.
More importantly, I don't want to be alone anymore.
Plans.
Plans that span a fairly significant amount of time, both before and after.
Moreso after than before.
Smart, at least.
I wonder if I am nicer now, or circumstance merely does not elicit the uh, less nice, side of me.
I guess we will find out.
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maybethisname:
Where? Where is he, other than in my pants?
trixel:
He's in mine.
Friend came by, took me out for lunch.
Didn't talk about much.
Left me wondering what the lunch was for.
I forget that sometimes people like to hang out for no apparent reason.
A lot of deprogramming, or possibly reprogramming, is required.
Who knows. I don't.
Didn't talk about much.
Left me wondering what the lunch was for.
I forget that sometimes people like to hang out for no apparent reason.
A lot of deprogramming, or possibly reprogramming, is required.
Who knows. I don't.
trixel:
I do.
Woke up late today. 7:00am.
Monday.
Everyone loves mondays, right?
I'll need to take some pictures around my house.
It's interesting to live on the edge of the national forrest.
I need to put some gas into my truck.
Will update with freaky duck dream later.
update: At work, eating "Hot Wasabi Peas" and chocolate covered fruits and nuts for breakfast. Coffee pot makin coffee....
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Monday.
Everyone loves mondays, right?
I'll need to take some pictures around my house.
It's interesting to live on the edge of the national forrest.
I need to put some gas into my truck.
Will update with freaky duck dream later.
update: At work, eating "Hot Wasabi Peas" and chocolate covered fruits and nuts for breakfast. Coffee pot makin coffee....
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trixel:
I slept in until now. I guess I'm working out AFTER work today.
Mondays? Love em! Oh boy do I love Mondays! *dances around*
Actually, as I said during my snailchat this morning, I'm feeling much happier than yesterday, so this Monday is ok with me. 
I'm looking forward to having something to read at work too. It makes me feel that much closer to November.
Hot wasabi peas and chocolate trail mix for breakfast? Hmmm. It's acceptable, I suppose. What happened to the grapefruits I'd suggested? I need to be there to supervise you.
So share about the duck. I wasn't completely satisfied with your description this morning. It could have been the snaillishness.
*bite* I'm going to go shower. I wish you were here. Very much.
Mondays? Love em! Oh boy do I love Mondays! *dances around*
Actually, as I said during my snailchat this morning, I'm feeling much happier than yesterday, so this Monday is ok with me. I'm looking forward to having something to read at work too. It makes me feel that much closer to November.
Hot wasabi peas and chocolate trail mix for breakfast? Hmmm. It's acceptable, I suppose. What happened to the grapefruits I'd suggested? I need to be there to supervise you.
So share about the duck. I wasn't completely satisfied with your description this morning. It could have been the snaillishness.
*bite* I'm going to go shower. I wish you were here. Very much.
trixel:
I get higher and lower (thinking of you). *sigh*
Up at 4:00 AM.
Sweater and underwear.
Pipe, vitamins, coffee and toast.
Watching the sky lighten, woodpeckers.
Lungs feel different, have not smoked a ciggarette for a bit now.
The geese squawk as they wake up.
Inane commercials on TV, even more inane news programs. Back to cartoons.
Alone, and not alone.
Fingernails need clipping.
Laundry needs being done.
Grandparents birthday, need to pick up...
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Sweater and underwear.
Pipe, vitamins, coffee and toast.
Watching the sky lighten, woodpeckers.
Lungs feel different, have not smoked a ciggarette for a bit now.
The geese squawk as they wake up.
Inane commercials on TV, even more inane news programs. Back to cartoons.
Alone, and not alone.
Fingernails need clipping.
Laundry needs being done.
Grandparents birthday, need to pick up...
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trixel:
Working out.
OH to be the cream.
OH to be the cream.
trixel:
want.