Posting a blog while drunk is not something I would EVER condone. I'm really depressed. I want to cry, but can't find the tears to do so. I feel like a reject today. I feel safe posting this in this blog since certain someones don't have access to this blog... I.E. the people I work with, for the most part.
I feel hurt, stupid, rejected, and angry at the person who has succeeded in making me feel all four and is going to get off scot-free (no offense fo FabulousRex ).
Heh. Nobody wants me for their girlfriend. And let me be the first to say, you are right for looking elsewhere. Fuck me... I need to get away from here. Cesspool of a town this is. I have found nothing but heart break here, and when there wasn't absolute heart break, I still came in second to someone else.
But hey, I'm still good for sex ... oops... forgot about the hood piercing. I'm not even good for that for a few weeks.
However, I'm second place for someone, and got dropped like a hot potato by someone else... both times for blonds...
Maybe I should dye my hair. Of course I would look stupid with light hair. Forgive me, the wine is talking at this point. Enuff of my drivel. Carry on.
I feel hurt, stupid, rejected, and angry at the person who has succeeded in making me feel all four and is going to get off scot-free (no offense fo FabulousRex ).
Heh. Nobody wants me for their girlfriend. And let me be the first to say, you are right for looking elsewhere. Fuck me... I need to get away from here. Cesspool of a town this is. I have found nothing but heart break here, and when there wasn't absolute heart break, I still came in second to someone else.
But hey, I'm still good for sex ... oops... forgot about the hood piercing. I'm not even good for that for a few weeks.
However, I'm second place for someone, and got dropped like a hot potato by someone else... both times for blonds...
Maybe I should dye my hair. Of course I would look stupid with light hair. Forgive me, the wine is talking at this point. Enuff of my drivel. Carry on.
It's true this town can become rather entrenched in retarded cliques and stupidity, but you shouldn't blame yourself for that. You just gotta know that you're awesome and pretty and smart and funny and that any guy would be lucky to have you.