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Jeez, seems no matter how hard I try, the Drama continues to follow me around.
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flores:
It's almost impossible to eliminate drama from life. I've found that out as well.
cockzombie:
hey, are you still around on the site? I was cleaning out the SGNM group. Let me know if you are still here and would like to attend an event or something!

thanks
-K
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Phew, I've been away for awhile now... lotsa stuff going on. Met a great girl by the name of Lofn, hopefully she'll be playing in bars and such more often these days. Had a fun time at work (with little-to-no-more Weirdness), and started school.

So, pretty much fun times all around!
mayarix:
glad things are going well for you and thanks for the comment. i'll get over it eventually.
mayarix:
hm. bloody face? as in face covered in blood? or 'bloody' ala england face?
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Hmm, I had an... interesting night.

Had a 600 person wedding reception for starters. LOTSA Coronas, Mojitos, and mexican oom-bah music. Later on, an uncle of someone's sister (or something like that) gets a little pissy, and we have to toss him out. Except the path to the door was blocked, so we had to go through the bar next door instead, with Mr...
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wolfj:
I hate when stupid drunken kids try to start shit. Glad your ok. I'm surprised the cops dealt with it without the usual hassle they hand out.
wolfj:
btw did you at least get your pancakes?
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Eh, it's bound to happen. I meet a long-time ABQ girl I really like, and she's "sort of" with an Emo bastard who doesn't have a job and is living with his parents...

Someone out there is fucking with me. I can feel it. It feels like... a combination of Frustration and Melancholy. I'm seriously starting to question wether or not...
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So, yeah, Stardust rocks your socks. You must see it, you have no choice!

Other than that random piece of awesomeness, I guess I could say I'm feeling better. No real reason why, more of a "I'm not going to be a bitter, depressed, Emo kid anymore." Because that's totally what I felt like for some reason. Perhaps it was meeting a...
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kamuela:
Yeah, but in my blog it's spelled deush. biggrin

When I see an emo-kid with tennie jean and cuts on his arm, I ask him where the hole is with all the razors blades are so I don't fall in it. biggrin
kovu:
meh. Peter says i should see Stardust. ... he liked it too.

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Wow, after a certain point, you have to wonder wether someone or something has it out for you in this world. Seems like everything I'm trying these days is just -not- working. I don't think it has to do with lack of effort, just lack of results. I wouldn't even mind if something bad happened, at least it would be something.

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kovu:
when you stop trying to make something happen...it happens.

...thats how i ended up married.
kamuela:
when you want lite you just tell the bartender "I'm on a diet", hehe.

I know exactlly what your going through, life just sucks...sometimes. Then theres friends.
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mayarix:


It's true this town can become rather entrenched in retarded cliques and stupidity, but you shouldn't blame yourself for that. You just gotta know that you're awesome and pretty and smart and funny and that any guy would be lucky to have you.



Bah. Now I'm just pissed off at the world. I'm still interested in going tomorrow night. Nothing like a night out to cheer oneself up a little. That is if you're still interested and can go. If you found other plans, I wouldn't blame you.

wolfj:
With my fear of hights, fuuuck that.
Your like a little monkey ooo aaa
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And so, I sit at home, once again, without much of an idea of what to do. Long-term, short-term, hell, even just what to eat, or if I even want to eat. It doesn't help that I've got a righteous Headcold, but it's more just exacerbating emotions that are already strongly in place. Does anyone have any ideas to help break someone...
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mayarix:
Hm. That sounds like a lot of people. I joined SG and am going this whole adventure precisely to have an adventure in life.

I'm concentrating really hard on pulling things together for the photoshoot I want to do at the end of this month. I think it's going to be hot.
luh:
I have just had to make myself go out of the house and find something to do that is somewhat drama free. Atleast if I go out alone, I'm still getting myself out of the house.
Have a good week.
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I continue to gain wisdom and perspective from cheesy 80's songs that pop up on the radio, usually 103.3. Here's a recent gem that got my mind thinking positively:

You're not alone, with your, Mixed Emotions.
You're not alone, out on the, Lonely Ocean.


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luh:
I'm sorry you're feeling bad. I'm trying to figure out who that song is from. I did a search on the lyrics you have and nothing came up. That's going to drive me crazy now.
I don't know if I can help but if you need to talk just let me know I'm a good listener.
Sometimes when I feel like that I write. It helps a little.
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Note to Self:

Cheesy though it may be, Highway to the Danger Zone by Kenny Loggins is NOT the best song to listen to when you're mostly tipsy and trying to get home on a cop-infested highway. Speeding seems to come natural when listening to that song...

I feel introspective, which is usually not a good thing, but also somewhat happy, and somewhat frustrated...
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mayarix:
Well, it is awesome being a woman. smile Our twins are up top and pretty much EVERYONE loves to see them. Men aren't that lucky. Half the population (or whatever the ratio breakdown for men:women is) will love to see mens' twins and the other half will knock the crap out of you... certain exceptions to the rule granted, of course.
mayarix:
DANGERZONE! TAKE A RIDE INTOOOO THE DANGER ZONE! Haha. Terrible song to drive to when buzzed on a cop-infested road in a cop-infested land that is full of DWI-arrest-happy donut fanatics.
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My friend Matt Shaw finally passed away from injuries he suffered from a drunk driver last week. You will be missed, Matt. You were the best friend a guy could ever ask for.
mayarix:
I am a Leo, a fire sign, and typically the sun is my ruling body. I, however, am more into the dark night and lunar light. smile I burn everything up with flair and style. smile

And I"m terribly sorry about your friend Matt. That really sucks the big one. People are so stupid, going out and drinking and then getting behind the wheel of a car.