maureenstew

hi people.
i dont really know where to start my blog right now but i'll try and sort things out so it can actually mean something even though nobody here cares what i'm going through, i do.
i'm going back to work tomorrow and i want to do is make my co-workers lives miserable. they are so fucking fake it's getting hard to believe that...
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I move on. cuz that's what i do best. as Travis Mills would say and i quote; "on to the next cuz one is not enough"
bahah. anyway, sorry, i just woke up.
my best friend came back from spain yesterday, we had such a cool day. went shopping. i didnt buy anything but a camera. almost 600 but who cares? i've always wanted one...
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i'm so fucking depressed right now.
this perfect guy i met last week left me for 3 months off to morroco.
wanna shoot myself, cant spend more than an hour without crying it's just horrible.
on another note, my best buddy is baaaaack from Spain.
we're gonna kill it, haters gonna hate but whatevaaaa.
i got a week off from my doctor because my health...
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Hey people, Shely is back.
only now i changed account and wont be a hopeful anymore. i'm tired of trying it's been too hard and my hope has vanished.
I tried to reactivate my account as "Shely" but for some reason it wouldnt work and it only recreated a new account. or maybe i'm so dumb i couldnt find out how to do it.
so...
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