i kinda feel bad 'cause i know i, or what happened, made her feel bad. i'm talking about my ex friend or girlfriend, whatever she was. it all started last weekend at my weekend job. i had my best friend's name, judy, written on my hand. she saw it and by the look on her face, she was able to read it clearly. that look,...
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things have been kinda crazy lately. it's coming back to normal though. last night i had a weird dream. my dream was a video game and i was it's character. people were after me and i had to escape. i wonder why i had that dream...hmm

thursday:
i used to only have dreams where i was being chased.
i was told once that it signified a fear of failure.
i was told once that it signified a fear of failure.
i've been wanting to move out of my mom's for a long time already. but if i do, i won't be able to help her financially 'cause the money that goes to her right now would be going towards my own rent and other expenses. who the hell would help her then? noone. this sucks. this is a big cause of my depression. i'm so...
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if you die before me, i will be like your grandpa.
lilith:
Yeah I hate it when people put on the Argentine accent just to talk to me, or they mock me because my accent is so thick. Eh.

last night i told judy, my best friend, that i'm gonna tatoo her name on me. the tattoo has a lot of meaning and was inpired by a song i wrote her early this year. i explained to her how the idea came about and she got emotional. i heard her voice break. i'm still working on the design. i don't want to rush it....
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Don't touch my baby...i'll kill you!!!
i'm a bit worried for my best friend, judy. some guy is stalking her. it's seems very serious. she could'nt give me details 'cause she called me during her break. she's gonna call me when she gets off work. i bought her perfume for christmas. it's called Beautiful by Estee Lauder. that's the one she likes. i'm trying to...
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i'm a bit worried for my best friend, judy. some guy is stalking her. it's seems very serious. she could'nt give me details 'cause she called me during her break. she's gonna call me when she gets off work. i bought her perfume for christmas. it's called Beautiful by Estee Lauder. that's the one she likes. i'm trying to...
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stina:
hey
.. your hair will grow out.. Ive cut my hair way too short plenty of times hahah
ha.. good luck with finding stuff online...
dang.. stalking is serious! she should tell someone or get a restraining order


ha.. good luck with finding stuff online...
dang.. stalking is serious! she should tell someone or get a restraining order

stina:
hey happy holidays.. XOXOX
it's raining right now. gotta love it. i like to drive alone in the rain listening to my tango cds. perfect combination. nostalgia. i love rainy days. i still have two gifts to buy. i've been doing all my shopping online. i can't stand crowdy places.
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mathematics:
oops...
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[Edited on Dec 11, 2003 7:33PM]
thistle:
i like driving in the rain listening to type o negative.
heh, today the manager took me to the office and told me not to talk to a specific girl, who he told not to talk to me. he basically said if we're interested in each other it's cool, simply keep it outside the job. we're kinda seeing each other. noone knows it, they only suspect. same thing i guess.
i still have four christmas gifts...
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i still have four christmas gifts...
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i'm afraid i found the love of my life, afraid i lost my baby.
stina:
ha.. no no! i wasnt saying anything about the name thing you have chosen.. I mean like "girlfriend boyfriend names" ones that are like Property.. you know.. like if your girlfriend wants to make sure you dont leave her and have her name tattooed on you.. ya know?
ha.. im sorry you thought I meant you
i thought your idea was a good one 



zarina:
I'm actually doing 2 more. One with hands and another with neck, shoulder and collar bone
yesterday i went back to Claremont. The Village. after a year of saying i would, i finally did. i missed that place.
stina:
hey
tofurkey is a fake turkey.. its a brand.. its um.. Its pretty much tofus and a lot of other ingredients.. made to taste like a block of fake meat substance.. it isnt really supposed to taste like turkey.. but at the same time.. its got almost the fake bologne flavor.. like processed meat.. but a little more mild... I dunno. Its good stuff. Its vegetarian.. so that veggies can eat something yummy at thanksgiving!
what are you up to?? howve you been

tofurkey is a fake turkey.. its a brand.. its um.. Its pretty much tofus and a lot of other ingredients.. made to taste like a block of fake meat substance.. it isnt really supposed to taste like turkey.. but at the same time.. its got almost the fake bologne flavor.. like processed meat.. but a little more mild... I dunno. Its good stuff. Its vegetarian.. so that veggies can eat something yummy at thanksgiving!


fractal:
nope, thats just my friend Niels.
Carrot top is annoying.. stupid!!