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fuck. what a day at work. more bullshit. i found out that my ex-whatever told this girl that i'm gay. i was fuckin' pissed of when they told me. so i asked the girl about it and she confirmed what i was told. even though i didn't talk to her anymore, i never talked bad about her even if there was a reason too, and she comes up with this shit? that ain't right. how can she say hi to me and talk behind my back? so when i saw her i told her to never talk to me again, not even to say hi. and she gave me this inmature response: " what are you talking about, i don't even say hi to you(big ass lie, she does)...i don't want to talk to you either anyway." why would she say doesn't say hi when she knows she does? she's full of it. good thing is that i finally got to tell her that i don't want anything to do with her. i had been worried about her feelings and not hurting her, but with this crap, i didn't have time to worry. i was so pissed off that i just told her straight out. yay for me. finally did what i should of done 'long time ago. i'm just too nice i guess. i shouldn't be that way.

i'm a bit tired and sleepy right now. yesterday worked two shifts. first my weekend job, and then my weekday job(they called me in). then i spent hours talking on the phone with judy and got up at four thirty in the morning to go to work. should've got up at four, but i forgot to set the alarm.