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I'm awake at 2am, playing that game where I lay in bed and think about someone I love dying in a car accident. Getting the call, having to call reletives. how would i react? would the person die instantly or die a little while later in the hospital. Who would they be thinking of while dieing? Me? Thier boyfriend or girlfriend, thier mom? Are they...
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ojaeflo:
I don't really know what to suggest other than to stop dwelling on things that aren't happening. You're thinking about these hypothetical situations, then you perpetuate it by writing about it (not to imply that we don't want to hear from you). You'd be amazed with the power of occasionally just taking a deep breath or two when the nerves are getting frayed, especially when you're in bed.

I remember a time when I thought the world would no longer exist if I lost a parent, yet here I am, 12 years removed from the passing of my father, and life has certainly gone on for everyone.

kiss love kiss love kiss
mariesanluis:
Writing helps, it always have. which is why i wrote it...
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I've been pretty busy lately. Mostly working, was in LA for a few days with All Shall Perish.

I also got my new puppy, Brodie. Two of my roomies moved out and my sister is moving in on August 1st. So I have been buying new kitchen stuff, i got a new desk and have been moving furnichure around.

Ben retired the salt water tank...
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aphexplotz:
Good to see you're not stuck in the 'Creek. Too many nights at LaScala and you start to go insane.
mariesanluis:
I love the creek, but i never go to la scala.
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Last nights party was fun. Nothing too crazy but fun nonetheless.


~Rachel showed up, who i haven't seen in ages. Her boyfriend is cute.
~Mikes mom made the best chicken i have ever had. Ben thinks it was shake and bake.
~Carlos wasn't too gay, but entertaining as always.
~This kid named Dylan puke up macaroni salad into his own hair. It wasn't even dark...
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glassheart:
Hi girl! I just set up DSL WOOOO!!!

Uhm, I was wondering if you could put dreads in my hair.
We'll talk on AIM i guess. kiss

Tell me when your next party is, and Ill drag rebecca's ass up there.
kingskottie:
opeth? love me some scandi-metal...

love yr member name... very kewl!
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I wanted to write a real review of the last week. All the shows and such. Now that i have been home for 2 days it seems like so long ago. I just don't even want to start the story.

I've been looking into small dogs. I want to get one EVENTUALLY. Ben doesn't like this idea. Right now Fluffy the Chihuahua is over playing...
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tiffanymarie:
Chihuahuas are so tiny and awesome. Hope they do have babies so you can get one. Take care, Tiff wink
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I'm home. I'm tired. Corona California effing rocks.

That is all for now, Pictures to come.
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thewintersoldier:
i think I love you
ojaeflo:
Pictures! Woo Hoo! love love love

Hope you and the family are doing well. kiss
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So, we are leaving pretty soon. It is hot as hell out. I'll be back in a few days. try not to miss me too much smile
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jj_r0x0rz:
i think i have seeeeen you before.....I KNOW YOU!!! ..yea..somthing like that..well i am pretty sure i saw you at an all shall perish show. my boy 7stringmetalking chris is in Suffokate haha you are probably with him right now...i am supposed to be in Corona too frown
jdubbs:
shit,, it has been hot around these parts of NOR*CAL. the weekend looks like its might cool down though,, but whatever have fun where ever your goin. bok
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OKAY, so we (All Shall Perish + Me) leave tomorrow (monday) for Fresno and then on to Southern Cali from there. 4 days, 4 shows and we will be back sometime on Friday.

Here are the dates and club info for anyone interested.

Mon. June 14th, 2004 | Fresno, CA
@ Big Game Studios
1533 Belmont Ave.
6:00 | $8

Dead Elizabeth
With Passion
Light...
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sita:
Happy Anniversary! Have fun traveling. Sounds like a fun trip. love
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Today was fun. I took the train out to San Francisco and met Rebecca and Elysse to shoot Elysse's Suicide Girl set. We went to shoot it at her cousin's house, who happens to be a hot Gay Porn Star. He was really cool and let us take over his living room to shoot our candy themed set. We were there for about 3-4 hours,...
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glassheart:
hahaha i know, he looks so cute in his pics on hothouse.com
smile They try to make him look all mean, but then you meet him, and he is just a big kid.

a big, very attractive kid. wink
tikki:
TEAM LAST ONE OF US wink biggrin robot
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NOTICE TO SMALL BUSINESS OWNERS

We at Crack Smoking Shirts had to learn the hard way, of scams being run out of Nigeria and other foriegn countries. They target T-shirt companies and place large orders with stolen credit cards. I just want to make sure that if you are running a company, you know to be aware.

THIS WEBSITE has a lot of info that...
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Benny came home last night so that i didn't have to sleep alone. It was nice, until we had a discussion that left us both feeling blah. After he left today he called and we finished the discussion and both felt better. I've been really tired lately, but i've just kind of been enjoying the fact that i have time on my hands and have...
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sita:
the boy and I are no more.

Is Shiva a cat or a dog? Sorry, I forgot.
friedbanana:
How's the job coming?
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Ben is at Caysen's house for 3 nights. since his parents are gone and they live out in the middle of nowhere, they are taking the time to have an All Shall Perish writing retreat. They have been writing music all days. I can't wait to hear the new stuff.

I talked to Ben briefly about taking a trip to Italy next year. I'd like...
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sita:
Italy sounds fun! I was supposed to go with my friend Kathy until she turned 30 and fell off the face of the earth.

You should get Netflix... if you love watching movies and love getting stuff in the mail it's great. They're in San Jose, so the turn around for me was fast. Every other day. I could rent 9 movies a week for $20.00 a month... or I think it went up to $21.95... and that's just the basic membership.

I belong to 24hour.. I never go anymore (shhhh!!). I got it through my company, so it's only $35.00 a month for me. But it seems they're always having some kind of special deal. I mostly go for the classes. All those other crazy contraptions scare me!
anarchist:
My mind hurts - I was dropped on my head as a baby and it never healed. It made me a thinker, but it came at a price - it also made me slightly strange.
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I'm not sure what day it is. I think it might be saturday, which doesn't mean much anymore except that the post office is only open for 3 hours.

I got a dwarf hampster today, to replace my mouse that ran away. I'm such a horrid mom, I already like Deuce better than i did Zoey the mouse. He is just a ball of fluff....
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lucky1336929:
i work part-time at a pet store and y'know what animal there has bitten all of us more than anything else?

siberian dwarf hamsters.

they're like fluffy little balls of fury. mad
anarchist:
No, I haven't been bor... zzzzzzz.

You should read: Anais Nin, Henry Miller, or Andre Gide. Or maybe Douglas Coupland, Tim Robbins or more Chuck Palaniuk. Read Choke again... mmmm, choke.