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i don't want to live today. it hurts too much.
it's my last day and i'm going to spend it being STUPID.
i don't want to be that girl bawling at the airport...but i will.
can anyone give me a drug to make the next year go by quicker?


skull
sianyriot:
Sweetheart! kiss
*huge squeeze*

kiss love kiss love kiss
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
demonika:
Sure, *pops her a little pink pill*, good huh?? surreal
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fuck all this stupid shyte! fuck it right p the proverbial ass!

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mandymo:
i don't think that 'us' has treated them badly. i think the government has been going about solving the problem in the wrong way. giving them mass amounts of money and putting them on a reservation. there is so much corruption within the bands on reservation. band leaders are keeping money for themselves and also buying their relatives trucks and things. most are alcoholics and have little or no education.

kids i went to school with where given a weekly allowance to be there and still skipped class. they have come to the mentality that because the government with always feed, house, and clothe them, that they don't need to go to school, get a job, or further themselves.

you have to remember that natives were a more primative peoples not because of anything but the fact that they had strong cultural and 'religious' for lack of a better word, beliefs and therefore, stayed at the same point in their growth until europeans came and shocked them into a more developed (not saying better) lifestyle. This is still having a ripple effect. an example is the fact that alcohol effects them on a different level because their diets consisted mostly of meat and therefore wheat products are harsher on their systems.

baaahhh...i've gone on for too long! anyways, you probably know this crap already...sometimes i think i just like to hear myself type (hehe)

later hun
paleenchantress:
thanks for the kind words lovely kiss
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blackeyed boo.blackeyed

skull
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analise:
the move went very well; i was on my way out the back door as the landlords were approaching the front. perfect timing. since i had to do the first/last thing i'm completely busted right now. not that $14/mth is all that much, but, the value of money is relative, so i think that when they try to renew the membership this month that it won't happen. why "boo"? hope ya don't have any black eyes...
csilla:
god you are so gorgeous too!!

i am dying to go to vancouver so maybe some day soon ill be around your parts

kiss kiss kiss kiss
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my puter is FUCKED frown WHAH!

i'm using a friends puter, this sucks so much,. i feel cut off from the world. maybe i live online too much whatever
it's so sad, i've never had a problem with it before....figures. just in time for me to finally buy my domain name and all.
so, hopefully i'll get back online VERY soon. i'll update about my webpage and...
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bang_bang:
i hate when mine fucks up...i know how u feel frown
aoife:
go back one in my journal and check out the kitty in the Flames jersey
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okay, so my birthday rocked! had a great day, got REALLY drunk. everybody bought me stuff i really wanted but couldn't justify buying for myself.
had a good birthday party too.
i'll be getting my new fuji S5000 this weekend! YAY! can't wait. new photos of me to come!!
the love of my life is leaving this week. it seems so soon. it's all very...
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punknitemike:
how have u been? i've missed ya lately, i've been busy myself just living life! glad to hear yr bday rocked, cause you only deserve the best sweetie! so how's life been treating ya?
sianyriot:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
I'm glad to hear you enjoyed yourself on your birthday! biggrin
Hahaha! Fuck sometimes we're so the same! surreal
I've been drowing myself in alcohol (to continue the denile) a lot recently. Hehe I would have been the trashed dyke on fuckin heat at your party! tongue
I can't really offer you any advice on havin your love move away frown i hope yr ok hun... kiss
But as for the sleepin/mopin too much, which i have been a victim of over the last 3 shitty weeks of my life...
Well maybe we should listen to Keep On Living and fuckin do what it says! tongue
We sooo need to shake our asses to 'Disco' together!


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oh WOW!!
tax return finally came in the mail today!! and it was WAY bigger than we expected!

holy fucking SHYTE!

woo hoo.

alright. so birthday plans are full throttle. anyone who's in the area and wants to come to my birthday party is welcome, just e-mail me for addresses and directions!

wow, i'm stunned.

i get to meet killerkat finally, now that i have...
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sianyriot:
Heya missy! kiss
Can't believe i missed yr birthday! frown
Hope you had a great time! biggrin

kiss love kiss
ps. i've been listening to yr CD at lot lately! wink
aoife:
it never pays to underestimate your opponent.

You would think the Wings learned that lesson from Paul Kariya and J.S. Giguere.
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so, the great birthday party fest is approaching. i have a bunch of friends that all have birthdays in late april so ...
party Party PARTY!
woo hoo
my birthday's on friday and i hope to be having a party at my friend B's house on either the friday or saturday.
i should be LOTS of fun.

i'm sure i'll get all drunk and start...
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bella_donna:
HAp HAP HAP HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! weeeee
well im a bit late but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
mandymo:
man, what is with today being the ultimate shitty day ever? what's with all the puke and shit? fuck!
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I HATE THE GOVERNMENT!!
grrrrrrrrr
why do they take foever in processing tax return cheques??!!
why
Why
WHY????
i've been waiting on money to come in for weeks. i expected it about three weeks ago.
i'll be able to get my digital camera. and party for my birthday, and finally hang out with killerkat(which i've been putting off until i have cash, sorry! whatever )...
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sixele:
Eck, why does that always happen... they fuck everything up right when you actually have alot of stuff that needs to be done. Jerks...... Anywho, If you need some money I could send you some? It's all american shit though... I don't know if that would be any good to you there. Check your mail my dearest penpalious and I will see my little clone monkey soon I hope! xoxoxoxox biggrin
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anyone wanna rub my neck?!!!

pretty please??!!

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killerkat:
I would have if we were hanging out wink
sixele:
my name on there is GuNpLAy
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ha ha ha

damn, i've been getting far too drunk for a poor person this weekend! it's just too much damn fun though!

puke puke puke

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bella_donna:
Hey lady smile i know your kinda new to my friends list btu i was wondering if you wanted to join the SG panty exchange thats going around? Its really fun and in the end you get 36 new pairs of undies biggrin and only have to send out one pair smile
bella_donna:
ok i'll try to explain it the best i can smile its kinda confusing confused ok how it works is I send you a letter and you send one new pair to the person at the top of the list and then find 6 friends to join and mail them out a letter but with the person at the top of the list taken off and the next person down at the top and you put your name next then those 6 people send out there letters and underware to the person at the top of the list and then your bumped up to the top of the list when those 6 people send out letters to there six people wich makes 36 people to send you undies biggrin email me your addy and i'll get the letter out to you biggrin
darkstr76 (at) yahoo.com
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puke
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punknitemike:
whats wrong?
bella_donna:
are you sick? i hope you feel better frown