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I mean, no fucking header titles on this one.

this is my DIARY.

i write in here more than anywhere else.

yes, it's public, and i'm wondering if anyone can here this.

i feel empty.
oryx:
alright ms. mandymo.

you and me need to have a movie night. with pajamas. and popcorn. and beer. i shall supply the beer, popcorn, tv with vcr, and brand new couch for cuddling if you bring a movie or two.

sound good?
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sunshine on a cloudy day

Here is a photojournal of some of the guys I've liked or been involved with for whatever reason in the past year. There are a couple more that I don't have pics for like the firefighter named Matt and the welder named Jimmy. Not to mention painter Drew and restaraunt entrepenuer Roberto. Then there was Peter and Rich...
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lucky1336929:
jeez, thats a lotta canoodling for one year. when do you find time to eat and sleep?
shayne:
I feel left out. Weren't you going to tell anyone about OUR affair? c'mon now. you said you'd never felt that way before?!

hahaha.

yer so cute.
tongue
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ltrain:
* kills a monkey and gives you the glasses *

Dude, cute pic!!! Love the hat. I gotta get me one of them. I seriously need to go out there and party with you. Looks like loads of fun. RAWR!

shayne:
ha ha! where's st-catherines? what a great question. WE know. it's a well kept Canadian secret... specially round october-fest.
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margotmeanie:
i think the canadian aboriginal sadness sweeps across canada entirely, or at least in alberta it's pretty bad. i don't think many people do understand.
really good book you should check out, even though it's by an 'american' native is lakota woman by mary crow dog. it touched me deeply. i'm half native but have never lived the native life.
it's amazing how nobody pays attention to how horrible we've treated them and how horrible and sad things are.

skull
margotmeanie:
i do totally agree, it's sorta a shitty situation all around. but really if you get a chance, check out that book, it covers all that stuff too.

kiss

skull
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Thanks everyone, for your kind words. I am back in the TO and hope everyone had a blast at TOprom.


In a nutshell, my weekend was a big bag of dinks.


On Friday I went to the Maple Leaf Tavern for an art show featuring mainly male centred short films. Most of it was pornography with some less than mediocre editing in of random shit...
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shayne:
she TOTALLY does. what a riot.
cathedra:
Aw girl Im sorry you couldn't be at Prom. But I will HAVE to come back to Toronto to visit u and photogrrl and have a night on the town. I send you hugs about the moronic boys..I'm so in the same confusing situaton now. Maybe i'll just quit everything here and apply to be your new flatmate.

Oh well..have a good day sweetness. kiss
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In Memory of Ol' Silverback

Don Patrick Robson was born on St. Patrick's day in 1929.
When he was in his early 20's he got a girl pregnant. After she had the baby boy, she left him and my Grandfather to fend for themselves in a shack in Northern Ontario. My grandfather raised my uncle Doug and went on to meet my Grandma...
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swindy:
Sad that he died but great that you are lucky enough to of known him.The memories are worth thier weight in gold arent they? kiss blush
broadwaybee:
Gorgeous words, doll.

Remember: He didn't go anywhere. He's with you.

kiss
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Choose a Band

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in lyrics by that band: Modest Mouse

Are you female or male: God is a woman and the woman is, an animal that animals man...

Describe yourself:Standing at the window looking out, waiting for time to burn us down.

How do some people feel about you: My friends, my habits, my family, they...
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cathedra:
wheee it played tonight. nothing too controvertial...they painted a rather bland portrait of the porn industry. bloody right wing reporters *sigh*
jj987666:
im assuming your mature for your young age wink
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Old McDonald Had A Cow

So I tried to put a pic up in my journal entry but it didn't work. I suck.
The pic is up in my pics section though...and it's pretty funny. You should peep it.

I am working like a farmer lately...though not the same early mornings and hands on animal time...I guess the people at...
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grizz3rd:
I am not quite sure how to respond to your journal entry so i will just Hi
oryx:
weeee! this wednesday, stop by anytime after 5pm. dinner is at 7pm. if you want to bring your lovely potato salad, that would be wonderful, but if not, that's fine, i'll still let you in. wink
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Choose a Band

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in lyrics by that band: Modest Mouse

Are you female or male: God is a woman and the woman is, an animal that animals man...

Describe yourself:Standing at the window looking out, waiting for time to burn us down.

How do some people feel about you: My friends, my habits, my family, they...
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oryx:
no way babe! i've just been super busy, and a little distracted, but you still rock my world. i wish i could come to the party tonight, but us image arts kids are having a little shin dig of our own. soon, k?

and it's all about the ani, babe...

Are you female or male: i am not a pretty girl, that is not what i do. i ain't no damsel in distress, and i don't need to be rescued.

Describe yourself: the precipice between groundlessness and flight.

How do some people feel about you: but underneath there's another expression that the makeup isn't making.

How do you feel about yourself: i used to be a superhero, no one could touch me, not even myself.

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: i am truly sorry about all this, i envy you your ignorance, i hear that it's bliss.

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: think i'm going for a walk now, i feel a little unsteady. i don't want nobody to follow me, 'cept maybe you.

Describe where you want to be: what kind of paradise am i looking for? i've got everything i want and still i want more. maybe some tiny shiny key will wash up on the shore.

Describe what you want to be: when you look at me you see my purpose, see my pride.

Describe how you live: my thighs have been involved in many accidents and now i can't get insured.

Describe how you love: when i say you sucked my brain out, the english translation is i am in love with you and it is no fun.

Share a few words of wisdom: your next bold move the next thing you're gonna need to prove to yourself.
oryx:
hey babe. i hear there is a little shin dig happening here this wednesday, just a little dinner thing. you are welcome to come. heather will most likely be here, as well as chris. it's a pretty casual thing. email me if you want some more details.
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Three Piles of Puke puke puke puke

So I knew it was going to be a bad day when I woke up 20 minutes before my alarm to my cat choking out her third pile of Iams hairball control on my grass Ikea carpet.

hey hey, it's okay, my worst day started the same way

So I went to work.

I got home to find a notice...
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azrael_abyss:
I'm sorry you had a crap day sweetie. I just hope you get to have fun at your party. Wish I could go!!!!!!! love you!
pharcyde:
$10 all you can drink beer?? what did i do to deserve this?? eeek
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Depressed is the new Happy

I am sitting here eating a huge bag of Lay's ketchup chips and thinking about how no one ever comments on my journal anymore. Someone slap me for feeling sorry for myself.

I went to the movies with a guy from work today, his name is GoKul. He is this crazy smart Indian guy who develops new technology for...
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ltrain:
*slap*

I comment. SO QUIT YO' BITCHING. wink







ahriman:
Thanks for the comment. We'll see how many cartwheels my guts do the day of.

By the way, very nice taste in movies. smile

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MAD Amtronics and Shoshonics Tuesday

I got this e-mail today that gave me the chance to win "a custom built chopper." I am assuming they mean like the bike because a 'custom' built chopper, like the helicopter, would be fucking insanity.

Question: What the bendoid would you do with a 'custom' helicoper?

First off, I would use mine to fly to St. Catharines and pick...
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margotmeanie:
i would get you to come pick me up over here and bring the strippers and your friend and get totally hammered on some hard to reach place on a mountain top!

skull
tabarin:
ha if I had a helicopter I would fly around the city stealing peoples wigs... mm hmm. Sounds pretty dope. I'm going to get one of these when it comes out http://www.usatoday.com/money/2004-03-30-skycar_x.htm