love is so hard.
i don't want to be alone right now.
things hurt too much.
it took me going through 50 random songs on my music playlist til i could find one i could listen to.
i really want to take something that will make me pass out, i have a feeling it's gonna take me awhile to fall asleep tonight. even though i...
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i don't want to be alone right now.
things hurt too much.
it took me going through 50 random songs on my music playlist til i could find one i could listen to.
i really want to take something that will make me pass out, i have a feeling it's gonna take me awhile to fall asleep tonight. even though i...
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i just found $20 in the pocket of a pair of jeans i was about to wash. that means i can actually put gas in my car and buy food! i've been skating by on almost nothing for the last couple of weeks, and even though i've had some help, all that meant was i paid rent and bills on time. i actually had to...
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schiavona:
Congrats on the $20 score. It almost makes me want to do laundry just in case Karen left something in her jeans. 
Oh, I like that pic of you in your first album.
Let's see...what do I think. I think that everyone is different. Some people like to hang out with people more than others, and you have the right to some quiet time. I wouldn't get offended if you didn't want to hang out all the time, gods know I can get on anyone's last nerve. The only thing I recommend is to let people know that you just need alone time. Friends usually won't be put off by this, but letting them know tells them that you care about them enough to let them in on this secret so they don't have to worry about you. Of course, if you don't like the person, just tell them to piss off.
Oh, I like that pic of you in your first album.
Let's see...what do I think. I think that everyone is different. Some people like to hang out with people more than others, and you have the right to some quiet time. I wouldn't get offended if you didn't want to hang out all the time, gods know I can get on anyone's last nerve. The only thing I recommend is to let people know that you just need alone time. Friends usually won't be put off by this, but letting them know tells them that you care about them enough to let them in on this secret so they don't have to worry about you. Of course, if you don't like the person, just tell them to piss off.
sadista:
There's nothing better than finding $$ you didn't know was there.
I can completely sympathize with wanting space and time to yourself. I'm like that, and when I really think about it, the rest of my family is like that too. I was raised in a house where people valued quiet time, and if someone disappeared into their room to read all night nobody thought they were depressed or antisocial or pissed off about something.
Trouble is, not everyone was raised like that.
And I certainly have no clue how to reassure "someone" that just cause I want to be alone doesn't mean I'm mad or don't like them anymore. Believe me, I've tried. "throws hands in air*
I can completely sympathize with wanting space and time to yourself. I'm like that, and when I really think about it, the rest of my family is like that too. I was raised in a house where people valued quiet time, and if someone disappeared into their room to read all night nobody thought they were depressed or antisocial or pissed off about something.
Trouble is, not everyone was raised like that.
And I certainly have no clue how to reassure "someone" that just cause I want to be alone doesn't mean I'm mad or don't like them anymore. Believe me, I've tried. "throws hands in air*I was going to say that I want to see the new Jim Carrey movie 23 even if there are bad reviews out there, but this video i found makes me want to see it more:
kinky sex and Jim with ink, yum.
Here is the official trailer:
after working 2 hours today i went home sick. i really don't feel good at all. this...
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kinky sex and Jim with ink, yum.
Here is the official trailer:
after working 2 hours today i went home sick. i really don't feel good at all. this...
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marksy:
where did Bruce Almighty get all that ink?
well i'm REALLY sick now. 
i'm getting the head fuzzies now along with lungs of death and no-nose.
gotta leave for work in an hour.
i'm getting the head fuzzies now along with lungs of death and no-nose.
gotta leave for work in an hour.
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phrogg:
Head fuzzies/lungs of death/ no nose. That's just about the best description I've heard yet! 
pavlovsdog:
I like the new pic.
i love this man
i'm sicky poo, my roommate is sicky poo, my friends are/have been sicky poo. ugh.
the store almost got robbed last night. it's too complicated to get into detail, but the guys ended up leaving when customers came. i was oblivious until they left. my co-worker told me(he'd been through robberies before).
wish i could just quit now. i wanna just lay in bed all...
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the store almost got robbed last night. it's too complicated to get into detail, but the guys ended up leaving when customers came. i was oblivious until they left. my co-worker told me(he'd been through robberies before).
wish i could just quit now. i wanna just lay in bed all...
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schiavona:
Feel better love. And about the earlier post, well, I know what you mean, that's happened to me before. I just took what I could get and eventually my feelings subsided to accept the friendship.
i'm gonna get my eyebrow pierced as soon as i: 1) can afford it 2) have the time and 3) find out if new job is okay with it(which i think they are?)
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lostjohny:
go for it. and fuck the establishment. i say use one of those little strobe balls for it.
schiavona:
Yay for the new job! Whatcha doing?
New Job! Coming Soon To A Mandy Near You!
can't decide if i'm still going to work at Circle K on the weekend or not.
i've got 2 more weeks left. WOOOO!!!!
can't decide if i'm still going to work at Circle K on the weekend or not.
i've got 2 more weeks left. WOOOO!!!!
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grumpyoldbastard:
beautiful pics
ikcsmiley:
Mad props on the new job
i want a better job, i want to live some where else. i want a new car. it's not that things aren't okay. nothing is really broken. it's just not really what i want anymore. everything in my life started off as a means to "get by". i'm tired of just getting by. i need some more money so i can get training in...
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lostjohny:
alone? uh oh. what happened to the boy? i particularly don't like alone....it sucks. as for the money, i hear ya' it took me almost 2 years to get to the point where i might make more money. i would start stripping, but my boobs are too hairy. cheer up kiddo! if you can make it, the CNY party is in the atl this sat. love to see you again!
cheer up kiddo! if you can make it, the CNY party is in the atl this sat. love to see you again!
lostjohny:
i WAS going to go to the st. valentines day massacre tomarrow, but i have to work. i will however be at the CNY in ATL. and they keep threating me that they're going to send me to charleston for training. but we'll see. i agree, we need to hang out more.
hang in there.
How was your weekend?