mamabunny

white fire
silver time
does it help that i cannot breath?
does it help that
i
dived
alone?
that i opened the earth
and found her.
and i closed my eyes on her
she says 'why do i need you to love me
if you cant hold what i hold dear'
rewind and find
and keep my eyes closed
mother. 7 minutes
and a space ship to neverland
shake shake to the lights
take take to the disease
why DO you shake
you got it all in your feet girl
sleep
God you sleep.
like those wooden creeps
and steps
and frames
christmas boys
i slept with the liquid boy
he had the big house
the mountain street

i knew it was coming
i felt it creep
as the wooden staircase
touched me
as the bearded man stared
hippy hat
lost in that broken Texas town
and the light came through
and the sun rose
and the sun rises
on both sides

She left a hole
whole lotta burn
I am awful
i am empty
I throw those perfect souls aways
dont listen with my heart
because it is me i follow into the goodbye dream

i know if i look too soon
i'll see you falling out the door
i'll see it unravel
back around me
into sun
and back into points and trickles of pieces
i steal words.