-Darling-
I found this song
chords wrapped around my loss
teardrops and ropes and
the day you didnt listen
In in a clear liquid
smells of cheap vodka
i swam to you
these talks of tommorrows
and the way we feel
only to see you throw yourself back down
ask me
What the new year brings-
Indian beats
a thoughtform so heavy it creeps
movement towards myself
painted faces
dreams that wont stop
you fell off
In 4 twentyone will come
I'll dissapear down below
in the Elephant Room
ready to wreck myself
I cant imagine where you'll be-
flooded
somewhere down the Hudson
Holding the bottle tightly
wishing you had laughed
wishing you had noticed
the glow of me fall away
MY knees are broken
from trying to negotiate with her
as hard as it makes me
bitter and cold and feeling left alone
the passion wakes me-
I can taste that night
feel her locks in my arms
and when she sings again
the year is renewed.
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New year way
filled my mouth with smoke
and smiled
Thought of what i should say
to get the hold i wanted
No matter how heavy these eyes
i'll come to see your flawless time.
Put on this floral print
shrugged off my inhibitions
in hopes youde find
new year way
Silent cardigan
wishful gloss
How i wanted to come lay
How i wanted to come and tell you
written in so many ways
my youthful muse
screaming
"dont you see these songs?"
missing your goodbye kiss
just another lost one
in a world of lost loves
I know no other way to express
the way you make me feel
Knowing only that you bring to me
an inspiration of words
on the new year way
i only wish
i could see you once
take you aside
throw away misteltoe and all the glow
just bring back
a short time that existed between us
a time with a third
laughter and lakes
your flawless time
just to hold you.
I found this song
chords wrapped around my loss
teardrops and ropes and
the day you didnt listen
In in a clear liquid
smells of cheap vodka
i swam to you
these talks of tommorrows
and the way we feel
only to see you throw yourself back down
ask me
What the new year brings-
Indian beats
a thoughtform so heavy it creeps
movement towards myself
painted faces
dreams that wont stop
you fell off
In 4 twentyone will come
I'll dissapear down below
in the Elephant Room
ready to wreck myself
I cant imagine where you'll be-
flooded
somewhere down the Hudson
Holding the bottle tightly
wishing you had laughed
wishing you had noticed
the glow of me fall away
MY knees are broken
from trying to negotiate with her
as hard as it makes me
bitter and cold and feeling left alone
the passion wakes me-
I can taste that night
feel her locks in my arms
and when she sings again
the year is renewed.
--------------
New year way
filled my mouth with smoke
and smiled
Thought of what i should say
to get the hold i wanted
No matter how heavy these eyes
i'll come to see your flawless time.
Put on this floral print
shrugged off my inhibitions
in hopes youde find
new year way
Silent cardigan
wishful gloss
How i wanted to come lay
How i wanted to come and tell you
written in so many ways
my youthful muse
screaming
"dont you see these songs?"
missing your goodbye kiss
just another lost one
in a world of lost loves
I know no other way to express
the way you make me feel
Knowing only that you bring to me
an inspiration of words
on the new year way
i only wish
i could see you once
take you aside
throw away misteltoe and all the glow
just bring back
a short time that existed between us
a time with a third
laughter and lakes
your flawless time
just to hold you.
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gojason:
sorry I left the chat so abruptly, my dsl kicks me off every time the phone phone rings. It's not supposed to do that. It didn't use to do that. I'll see ya around.