hmmm I think I might just use this journal now... just to write... whatever pops into my head... I can get away from the world. not like melo where everyone wants something from you, so they can get ahead. or where everyone feels like they have to comment on your mindless rants. don't they understand? that's what they are! mindless. fools. some days are worse than others. today is going to be bad just painful and lonely. I am sick. still. one person that took me... without even trying... will never have interest in me. her name? kari. you don't know her she's not on here.... probably could be... she would probably like it.
arg it's hard to concentrate with pictures of all these amazingly beautiful women around. and I cannot write. an essay I can do, something that makes sense. but I am no poet.
arg it's hard to concentrate with pictures of all these amazingly beautiful women around. and I cannot write. an essay I can do, something that makes sense. but I am no poet.
morgan:
I use both of my journals for that exact purpose, it helps on really stressful days...a lot.