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Well if tomorrow I can still log on I guess my account is still active. Woo hoo! I actually will be back I think if it does deactivate...I just don't have the money until next week to do it. Broke as a joke!

Me and Josh are over. He made out with this trashy waitress he had been talking to behind my back (while I...
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well i got the email saying my payment couldn't be processed. so i guess this is goodbye.

was a good year.

www.myspace.com/mrshaberdash if you'd like to keep in touch.

So we talked today. We're gonna take a step back and just date, like, actual dates. Get to know eachother. I could see how hard it was for him to open up to me like that, and I think it will actually work out if we take it slow, like we originally were supposed to do. So good! I feel so much better now. My...
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so I think this relationship I had might be over already. happy birthday baby.

So I guess the combo of his best friend telling him to date me and my mad karaoke skills made him really want to be with me. Not to mention his phone sucks, so he had been trying to get ahold of me all week, sending texts none of which I received, so he thought I was ignoring him (ha! tables turned bitch!) So last...
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Sang a lot of karaoke with the boy last night, he was super impressed with my talents! My singing, of course. I hung out with him and his best friend, who according to him really likes me and kept telling him he needs to date me when I would leave the table. She hasn't liked his last 3 girlfriends I guess. Hmm. Well I dunno....
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Finally home from my long ass vacay...had a super time with my family in Illinois, and with my best friend and her baby girl in Wisconsin...

Her boyfriend/baby's daddy's father passed away on Christmas Eve. So it was a bittersweet time for me. I arrived in Green Bay on Thursday night, Friday was the wake, funeral service, and in fine Green Bay tradition, after funeral...
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Things are good! Work is going great, now I'm off for the next 8 days, I'll be leaving here in a couple hours to go to Illinois with my family, then it's up to Wisconsin for the second half of the week. I'm EXCITED!!!!!!!! So I probably won't be around for awhile. I'm not dead, just having a grand ole time!

Things with the boy...
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well it's over. i screwed up, i guess. i chased him away. so now, i really just want to go back home to winston and forget about asheville.

So what was up with all the maintenance???

Anyways...so it seems my blogs are extremely bipolar. Every other one is good. So this one is bad, right? You guessed it. Deep breath and...rant!

So everything was going good with the boy, said he'd call Tues after I dropped him at work, but he didn't. No big deal. But Wednesday comes, I send him a couple...
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