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Wow. It's been awhile.

I'm rarely home. I sometimes come home to sleep. But Josh is usually with me and I don't get on here when he's around. Idk why.

As of today, we are officially together. We fell in love awhile back. Tonight is the first night in I don't know how long we are not together. In fact, he'll be starting work with me at Ingles on Monday. We'll be working side by side in the meat department. I'll get to see his face every day all day. I love him. It's been so long since I've been in love. And I'm not so sure he's ever really felt this way before. He's not an emotional guy. But he manages to express how much he loves me every day, all day. I miss him. It's been 3 hours since I've seen him.

I'm pathetic. I'm in love.